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I dreamt about my teens oneitis yet again.

AbsolutelyBrutal

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The only girl I ever "loved". I've been interested in many girls, but the impact this one made on me is something I'll never forget, fuck, maybe I could've had a chance back then with her, but I highly doubt it because she was around better guys than me... She was not even a stacy, just a normal average girl, but she was more than enough for me. She seemed kind and filled with joy, but I know that people aren't that kind after getting blackpilled.

I dreamt we were enjoying free time at a beach together, just doing normal relationship stuff. I don't recall the details, but I was so happy... Waking up from that dream was so brutal, I can't believe how my life turned out to be. 24 KHHV who gets life mogged by 15 years old from middle class families...

She has been riding the CC for a couple of years, I've seen her photos a couple of years ago and it destroyed me. She has been having the time of her life and probably doesn't even remember me. I probably fell in love with an idealizaztion of her based on what I saw, instead of how she actually was, but she did seem kind, guys, she did...
 
What a wonderful dream - I wonder which entity you pleased on the day to receive this gift. But yes, brutal waking. :(

I can't remember my school year crushes. It's been a few years. Probably not a bad thing though - none of the affection were returned.
 
Similar to me tbh...there was like 1 girl that liked me in high school when I was like 14 (still average height). Funnily enough the crush ended when I ended up manlet. Honestly I barely spoke to this girl, never even knew her well tbh.
Even so, sometimes I think "what if I'd asked her out". It's the "what ifs" that can really plague the mind.
 
Similar to me tbh...there was like 1 girl that liked me in high school when I was like 14 (still average height). Funnily enough the crush ended when I ended up manlet. Honestly I barely spoke to this girl, never even knew her well tbh.
Even so, sometimes I think "what if I'd asked her out". It's the "what ifs" that can really plague the mind.
Brutal 'what if' thoughts brocel.
 
I can't remember my school year crushes. It's been a few years. Probably not a bad thing though - none of the affection were returned.
I would like to forget about all this but I fear I'll never forget about her, not even on my deathbed.
Similar to me tbh...there was like 1 girl that liked me in high school when I was like 14 (still average height). Funnily enough the crush ended when I ended up manlet. Honestly I barely spoke to this girl, never even knew her well tbh.
Even so, sometimes I think "what if I'd asked her out". It's the "what ifs" that can really plague the mind.
What ifs is my daily routine..
 
I would like to forget about all this but I fear I'll never forget about her, not even on my deathbed.
Memories like that forge who we are brocel. Wear it like a scar. Better to remember.

My brutal rejection was at age 18. In my 20s I started escortcel partly to bury this. Now I can barely see her face in my minds eye. Not sure if it was smart, in retrospect.
 
Remembering the people from uni I dropped from is unbelievably brutal. Luckily I haven't dreamt of them.
 
Sometimes i'll have dreams about my oneitis and it makes me cry because i'll be doing stuff like going to the movies and holding hands. I hate when i have those dreams
Dreams I've had with oneitis was always doing relationship stuff except for sex. I feel you brocel
 
She has been riding the CC for a couple of years, I've seen her photos a couple of years ago and it destroyed me. She has been having the time of her life and probably doesn't even remember me. I probably fell in love with an idealizaztion of her based on what I saw, instead of how she actually was, but she did seem kind, guys, she did...

I've seen this story many times by now. What you describe at the end is true for nearly every user with a "oneitis" here.
 
The only girl I ever "loved". I've been interested in many girls, but the impact this one made on me is something I'll never forget, fuck, maybe I could've had a chance back then with her, but I highly doubt it because she was around better guys than me... She was not even a stacy, just a normal average girl, but she was more than enough for me. She seemed kind and filled with joy, but I know that people aren't that kind after getting blackpilled.

I dreamt we were enjoying free time at a beach together, just doing normal relationship stuff. I don't recall the details, but I was so happy... Waking up from that dream was so brutal, I can't believe how my life turned out to be. 24 KHHV who gets life mogged by 15 years old from middle class families...

She has been riding the CC for a couple of years, I've seen her photos a couple of years ago and it destroyed me. She has been having the time of her life and probably doesn't even remember me. I probably fell in love with an idealizaztion of her based on what I saw, instead of how she actually was, but she did seem kind, guys, she did...
Dreaming about your oneitis is the most brutal thing. Specially when you wake up and realize it was all a dream.

I had the same dream a year ago. I was holding her hands and we were walking in the streets. I'm not sure if i kissed her or not.

Anyhow, I woke up and I was very depressed
 
dreaming about oneitis is brutal. I would rather not sleep.
 

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