I dreamt about my teens oneitis yet again.

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The only girl I ever "loved". I've been interested in many girls, but the impact this one made on me is something I'll never forget, fuck, maybe I could've had a chance back then with her, but I highly doubt it because she was around better guys than me... She was not even a stacy, just a normal average girl, but she was more than enough for me. She seemed kind and filled with joy, but I know that people aren't that kind after getting blackpilled.

I dreamt we were enjoying free time at a beach together, just doing normal relationship stuff. I don't recall the details, but I was so happy... Waking up from that dream was so brutal, I can't believe how my life turned out to be. 24 KHHV who gets life mogged by 15 years old from middle class families...

She has been riding the CC for a couple of years, I've seen her photos a couple of years ago and it destroyed me. She has been having the time of her life and probably doesn't even remember me. I probably fell in love with an idealizaztion of her based on what I saw, instead of how she actually was, but she did seem kind, guys, she did...
 
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What a wonderful dream - I wonder which entity you pleased on the day to receive this gift. But yes, brutal waking. :(

I can't remember my school year crushes. It's been a few years. Probably not a bad thing though - none of the affection were returned.
 
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Similar to me tbh...there was like 1 girl that liked me in high school when I was like 14 (still average height). Funnily enough the crush ended when I ended up manlet. Honestly I barely spoke to this girl, never even knew her well tbh.
Even so, sometimes I think "what if I'd asked her out". It's the "what ifs" that can really plague the mind.
 
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Similar to me tbh...there was like 1 girl that liked me in high school when I was like 14 (still average height). Funnily enough the crush ended when I ended up manlet. Honestly I barely spoke to this girl, never even knew her well tbh.
Even so, sometimes I think "what if I'd asked her out". It's the "what ifs" that can really plague the mind.
Brutal 'what if' thoughts brocel.
 
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I can't remember my school year crushes. It's been a few years. Probably not a bad thing though - none of the affection were returned.
I would like to forget about all this but I fear I'll never forget about her, not even on my deathbed.
Similar to me tbh...there was like 1 girl that liked me in high school when I was like 14 (still average height). Funnily enough the crush ended when I ended up manlet. Honestly I barely spoke to this girl, never even knew her well tbh.
Even so, sometimes I think "what if I'd asked her out". It's the "what ifs" that can really plague the mind.
What ifs is my daily routine..
 
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I would like to forget about all this but I fear I'll never forget about her, not even on my deathbed.
Memories like that forge who we are brocel. Wear it like a scar. Better to remember.

My brutal rejection was at age 18. In my 20s I started escortcel partly to bury this. Now I can barely see her face in my minds eye. Not sure if it was smart, in retrospect.
 
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Same, it is therefore i love dreammaaxing
 
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Sometimes i'll have dreams about my oneitis and it makes me cry because i'll be doing stuff like going to the movies and holding hands. I hate when i have those dreams
 
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Remembering the people from uni I dropped from is unbelievably brutal. Luckily I haven't dreamt of them.
 
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Sometimes i'll have dreams about my oneitis and it makes me cry because i'll be doing stuff like going to the movies and holding hands. I hate when i have those dreams
Dreams I've had with oneitis was always doing relationship stuff except for sex. I feel you brocel