It takes only few minutes or seconds now. I don't feel the satisfaction like in the past. This is just a necesity to prevent painfull boner in public space. And awayls after fap i feel shity. Now I just do it to look at happy girls without feeling bad. Yep, just to see happy female faces looking towards me. Real ones, anime ones. Only when I'm horny I can do that without a saddnes insade. I just woud want a relationship, I hate sexual things. Mostly, because I can't enjoy them like a normal human being. At one point I even thinked about chemical castration. Since I can't get laid, this woud be perfect.
No sexual toughts, no fapping, no feeling bad. But in my country you can only get this thing if you are a fucking pedo. And I'm not a child toucher. Also, I'm really young (18) and no doctor woud preform this towards me. He woud go protably like this: "You are such a young dude, you are mentaly fucked". But what's the point of being young and horny, when you never kissed a girl, not talking about sex. Sick world i think
The "funny" toughts that I also have, are suicade toughts. I fucking have them everyday. But there's a cach. I have them everyday since long ago. And because of that, I used to it. I function like normal, besides urge to end my life. I sorta became unable to kill myself, because the state when I want to kill myself is normal to me.
That's why I LMAO when some normie, chad or foid kills himself. They had everything that I lack, good social circles, atraction from another gender and natural ways to relase sexual preasure. But they still killed themselfs, Becuase they partner cheaded, failed an exam or some dumb shit. But you know what, I never had that. ULTRAKEK. They are weak pieces of garbage, with fragile minds.
What I want to share in this rant, is that no pros of nofap for sub5. Yep, watching porn and masturbation is bad for you, but they are only options for you, since they are free and avable for you. You don't have any other things that you coud do to don't be horny. Sex is not for you, prostitutes cost money.
And, that's all that I want to share, what do you think about this?
No sexual toughts, no fapping, no feeling bad. But in my country you can only get this thing if you are a fucking pedo. And I'm not a child toucher. Also, I'm really young (18) and no doctor woud preform this towards me. He woud go protably like this: "You are such a young dude, you are mentaly fucked". But what's the point of being young and horny, when you never kissed a girl, not talking about sex. Sick world i think
The "funny" toughts that I also have, are suicade toughts. I fucking have them everyday. But there's a cach. I have them everyday since long ago. And because of that, I used to it. I function like normal, besides urge to end my life. I sorta became unable to kill myself, because the state when I want to kill myself is normal to me.
That's why I LMAO when some normie, chad or foid kills himself. They had everything that I lack, good social circles, atraction from another gender and natural ways to relase sexual preasure. But they still killed themselfs, Becuase they partner cheaded, failed an exam or some dumb shit. But you know what, I never had that. ULTRAKEK. They are weak pieces of garbage, with fragile minds.
What I want to share in this rant, is that no pros of nofap for sub5. Yep, watching porn and masturbation is bad for you, but they are only options for you, since they are free and avable for you. You don't have any other things that you coud do to don't be horny. Sex is not for you, prostitutes cost money.
And, that's all that I want to share, what do you think about this?
