I was thinking of this the other day
Ive had some okay times in my life just fucking around on the xbox with my friends but thats it and that isn’t enough
The rest of my life experiences were either boring and stale or bad
You cant escape it either even the most normal thought made me think about it again
Recently I started going to the gym again and Ive been walking there and back So I was thinking “I wonder how far I walk there” one mile each way so two miles which isnt bad since Im trying to improve my cardio from being a sedentary rotter
And then In the back of my head Im thinking
“I wonder how far I walked back then”
Years ago now when I was still in college there was a day where I somehow lost my bus pass and My phone had died so I couldn’t call my mum to get her to pick me up
Not only was the day at collage brutal enough as I was kept just on the edge of social situations and had to watch as we always do as everyone progressed in life and was able to function normally while we were left behind
but I then had to walk for hours in the fairly heavy rain couldnt even listen to music which would have made it bearable
My shoes were hurting my feet and my clothes were obviously completely soaked
I walked for 8 miles back home
Thats our lives summed up
If that was any normie they could have just asked one of their friends for money for the bus or got one of their friends to call someone to pick them up they wouldn’t have even had to think about doing what I did
But because I had no one I had to walk
