I literally dont feel anything anymore, I dont feel happy, sad or even angry in most situations. My constant mood is basically “suffering” if that makes sense. I literally feel empty, i dont even laugh i just feel like a bottomless pit. You would think a person cant have everything but CHADS do. Its them that need to stay on earth and carry on their genes to the next generation while subhuman like me sits on the bench waiting to make eye contact. I am lost, i feel like this is the normal me now. I have ascended mentally so hard that its a bad thing. I literally dont exist, im here for peoples pleasure and “just to be here” with no real intent.
