Venting I don't feel like an adult. I wanna cry. I miss my childhood.

[WeirdPanda]

I haven't really gotten over the fact that I'm not a kid anymore. It just feels surreal. I just don't feel my age. I wish my childhood never ended, when I was going through puberty I couldn't do anything but think about the past and my happy memories.

I really hate how the adult world is, how everyone is so uncaring towards each other, how they don't care about those who they perceive as lesser. Once you're an adult, you're thrown out there for yourself and people just expect you to be... well, this different person.

Mature, stoic, capable to overcome, with a thick skin.

I hate how people just can't have fun anymore, it's all about fighting and fighting and competing and insulting and winning and being useful. I hate it all so much, the extent to which people apply this to every single thing, how being treated nice is solely related to how competent you are. How charismatic you are. How you look. I feel like crying man, ugh...

I wish there were playgrounds for adults, or well, idk... I miss when I was able to trust people and play with them. Nowadays I'm just stuck in my shell, and people don't care about my feelings and even among some friends I've made there's no effort on their parts to understand me so we can mutually understand each other.

 

[WeirdPanda]

When I went to church, my mom kept telling me that I was too old to keep playing with the young kids. I didn't want to stop. I hate growing up.

 

[blackpillednigga]

realest shit ever

 

[blackpillednigga]

reminder that foids never have to live with the same expectations adults have. they're basically treated like toddlers that cannot ever be responsible their entire lives, until maybe when they're REALLY old

 

[Mrocznykichajnik]

Now imagine living the next 40 years like this

 

[WeirdPanda]

reminder that foids never have to live with the same expectations adults have. they're basically treated like toddlers that cannot ever be responsible their entire lives, until maybe when they're REALLY old

Yeah, that's true

It's unfair. Just because I'm a man doesn't mean that I'm capable and responsible and people automatically assume you as a person able of doing evil and expected to do good. It's just so unfair. Why do people have so many expectations of me?

Why is it like this? Hell... why?

 

[WeirdPanda]

Yeah, that's true

It's unfair. Just because I'm a man doesn't mean that I'm capable and responsible and people automatically assume you as a person able of doing evil and expected to do good. It's just so unfair. Why do people have so many expectations of me?

Why is it like this? Hell... why?

Not like I don't know why. It's pretty obvious. I'm just lamenting.

 

[Martyros33]

Adulthood is nothing but a nightmare.
You basically need a monstrous amount of will-power to survive adulthood and making it into old age without good looks, connections or wealth backing you up.

 

[Senmors]

My life peaked when I was in the 3rd grade :/

 

[WeirdPanda]

My life peaked when I was in the 3rd grade :/

Mine peaked around that time as well. It got worse but still remained a little bit good until the pandemic started and then everything went downhill.

 

[Antorian]

My life was great until I was 11 years old.

Everything from then onwards has been a downhill slope.