
fullofchagrin
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I hate everything. Women and men and animals and nature, not just chads and foids, incels as well, everything in this world is inherently fucking rotten. I hate that I can't properly speak my mind and word my thoughts due to my brain damage. I hate that my brain doesn't even let me have peace while in pain from everything, when I'm sleepy I have insomnia, when I'm too depressed to do anything the not doing anything bores me and makes me even more depressed. I wish I was never born. I don't even wish to go back in time and go ER on my bullies and my teachers who turned a blind eye to the bullying as a kid, I just wish to have never existed. I want to hope that I die in my sleep but I can't even fall asleep due to insomnia. My life is just as fucking absurd as it is tragic. I am either among the unluckiest people to have existed if everything really is random, or God is a sadist.