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My art:
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I'm 6' tall btw. Did the gymcel thing in my teens and PUA years (235 bench at 15 yrs old, 245 hang clean at 15, 315 squat at 15, 'Adonis V,' 8 pack). What you are looking at (the drawing) is a legitimate drawing I did of a girl from a cold approach. I would approach girls and ask if I could draw them. This girl browbeat me and berated me the entire time. She said, 'I was shitposting with my friends.' 'You know what shitposting is?' 'Yea, I'm under 50 and not retarded. I know what shitposting is.' super angrily.
This is frustrating because I was a god of trolling in my day, with memorable quotes in World of Warcraft like, 'I'd rather get anally raped by a premature ejaculator than a stamina champion,' when asking people to purposefully lose a match instead of drawing it out for 45 minutes and then losing, or 'Looking for sex with Miners.'. But in her mind she is better at it than me. In her mind, she is Edgequeen.
Eventually she said, 'Can I go?' I said, 'of course, you agreed to this.' Then she said, 'Awww, did I lower your self-esteem?' (heavy sarcasm, cruel tonality) She said I wasn't a good artist, shrugged at it, and said, 'It looks nothing like me.' (it looked exactly like her). 15,000 instances of this (2,000 drawings, 13,000 non-drawing approaches). Can you even imagine the drive I had for love in my life? And here I am, in a psychiatric home with ex-convicts and nobody around (got savagely attacked by my roommate (who had knives) at 3am, called 911, and nobody came. I got sent to psych hospital (for 2 weeks) and he got to stay with the staff loving him while he starts fights w/ people). One girl tried to get me arrested for statutory rape (she was 22, used friends to pretend to be underage and tried to lure me into a sting operation). I quit for 3 years and dedicated myself to hardcore meditation thinking that would work, and it hasn't at all.
Pick-Up Artistry is a hoax: All pickup artists I have seen with 'infield footage' have been outed as using actors, INCLUDING RSD! I started PUA in early 2013 before this red-pill bullshit and I had no idea that people would go to such insane lengths to manipulate and deceive. Tyler genuinely plays the role of a former Incel. He says things like, 'stop being a little bitch and go out and get girls. It took me years to get good because I had mild autism. I work 18 hour days and still go out 7 nights a week.' He is full of shit. I have done more PUA than any of the coaches and have actual INSANE social skills/confidence as a result, but nobody cares. Police would harass me, I got kicked out of places, etc. I kept going because Tyler said he went through the same. I never noticed any improvement in the way people treated me the entire time. If anything, it got worse, because nothing is worse than a confident/knowledgeable incel. Tyler said, 'you need to escalate, you need to go in for more kisses, etc.' Thank GOD I never did that. Tyler has videos of girls approaching him on the street out of the blue. It is so fake looking it's insane. He also got caught using a blurred out Elliot Hulse (a business partner and 'friend' of his) in a video pretending to be a random dude in a club.
Meditation will only increase your pain. People claiming to do massive amounts of meditation are all liars and fakes. I literally did 3 day straight meditations (and basically 3.8 years straight after my PUA days, though I was just lying in bed in agony after that girl tried to arrest me, unable to move or uncurl from a ball position or lie on my back and occasionally making a youtube video about spirituality) and went a full year without technology during my PUA days. THE ONLY CURE FOR PAIN IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF WOMEN. Not even romance, sex or love. Just marginal acceptance into the tribe. Even Eckhart Tolle (fake) has stories about how monks in Asia blast loud music over speakers and don't meditate. They probably just corral tourists and bang the hoes. YOU CANNOT FIND A HAPPY/FUNCTIONAL MAN WHO IS REJECTED SOCIALLY BY ALL WOMEN. It does not exist. Yet I was very happy and functional until puberty, because women accepted me. I have not been able to lift my head up (or look right) for 3 years (it is permanently stuck in a downward position until women start to accept me). I can only lift it for short periods to take a photo, etc. Few minutes max then it goes right back down and hurts like crazy.
If a lot of people have doubts about my story or that this photo/artwork is me, I can provide links and try to prove it further (my instagram, actual photos of me standing next to the drawings, etc).
