RageFuel I despise people with goals and dreams

[saintfoiddestroyer]

i despise people with goals and dreams I envy them I never had dreams I never had goals I never had anything to strive for I've always just lived in the present moment ever since I was a small young child I've never dreamed I've always felt a sense of apathy for living and being a citizen of the world if at the very least I had a goal and a dream and I strived for a bit i could claim I tried but I haven't so I cant I am a shell of a person and I despise people who aren't

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I have goals and dreams and you probably do too. Those who do not have dreams are dead.

 

[Neurotic]

All my dreams and goals are impossible to achieve

 

[Onyx]

I dream of brutally ending the lives of all sexhavers in a huge minecraft server

 

[andrej]

Yeah having no drive to start anything sucks especially if your environment limits you as well

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I have a goal and a dream-- to have sex and then cum in her and die as male insects often do when they mate

 

[saintfoiddestroyer]

I have goals and dreams and you probably do too. Those who do not have dreams are dead.

I have no dreams no goals I just live I feel a sense of apathy for most things and a rage for the few things I don't I've never had goals or dreams not even from when I was a child

 

[Halloween]

I dream of brutally ending the lives of all sexhavers in a huge minecraft server

same dreams here but in gta

 

[zephyr]

You should say to them. "You have hopes annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd dreams?!"

 

[INVERTER]

I always had in the back of my mind that everything is pointless. Even when I buckled down and tried to do a good job at work or school it was in the back of mind. It's always there and I can't overcome it with sheer willpower. Just knowing that nothing I do matters and life is just a game where pedophiles and rapists win and people like me are treated like untouchables and gaslit our whole lives about how "relationships aren't everything bro". Just knowing that I am judged negatively in every single instance I am in before I even get the chance to speak kills my will to have dreams and ambitions. People always criticized me as being lazy no matter what I did. I went to school and got an engineering degree and have worked since the age of 16 and yet to them I am a lazy no good sack of shit because I was born ND and unattractive. Yet when a Chad is relaxing he's just a "chill dude" and everyone thinks it's cool. Unless your goal and ambition is to become a predatory pedophile no one respects it.

Every goal and ambition I have ever had has went nowhere. Gym? My body isn't built for it. I can run long distances because I am skinny but I can't put on weight or strength to save my life despite lifting until failure. Music? I literally suck and get mogged by 14 year olds who started last year. I also have incurable social phobia so I literally cannot stand up in front of group of people without visibly crumbling. Education? I can pass tests and learn things temporarily but can't apply it in real life, so it's just idealism. Boxing/Martial arts? No matter what my technique is always wrong and no amount of explanation can correct it. Social life? I am too robotic to come off as a "normal" guy and jestering only gets me so far. After I leave people forget I exist and I go back to rotting

 

[BlackPilledNormi]

I dont despise them, its just that I cant understand them, as a kid I dreamed and fantasized about other worlds but I never wanted to live in them I was happy to just daydream and I never really wanted more from my life.
Thats what always confused me about redpillers, they talk about gettin rich and buy fancy cars and expensive clothes and watches. But Inever wanted any of this, I never wanted a fast car (and still I would be more happy if I just didnt have to go anywhere anymore), I liked the clothes I wear since they are way more practical, I think that my casio watch is better then any rolex.
And they always talked about visualizing what you want to achieve and then work on achieving it, but I never knew what I wanted from this life and I still dont know

 

[Lo3e]

my only dream is to hope and stop being an incel

 

[fastnbulbous]

Unless your goal and ambition is to become a predatory pedophile no one respects it.