Based I deleted every single porn video/sexy image on my PC

[SociallyStupid]

Ok. Then it seems you have some self control, i still think you will relapse fairly easy on NoFap after a while, mostly because of being alone/boredom. Alot of guys do including me.

I don't think you understand, it didn't take any self control. I didn't even intend to not watch porn, it just ... didn't happen because I didn't feel like it. I guess what gets addictive is different for each person. I also only masturbate to porn like half the time, maybe that's also part of the reason. So I don't "lose" much if I don't watch porn. When I was young I had no access to porn so I had to masturbate without it, maybe that's the difference to many of the youngcels here where porn is connected to masturbation

I knew it was toxic to consume.

Interesting. I heard that a bit of chocolate actually was healthy and it's mostly the sugar which is the problem in it

Oh it was sort of, i had some control over it, but it was more of the feeling of: "Tonight i will drink vodka and listen to music, i will get drunk and escape from reality" type of feeling. It always felt better buying the actual bottle of vodka than afterwards when i drank it. I always felt like shit.

Yeah but that's not an addiction, that's just a bad coping strategy

Whenever i had money. I withdrew money from my investment account and wasted it all. To me it was more fun to gamble than to save money. Of course i regret it afterwards but it's not the end of the world. I can still save money again.

Makes sense

 

[Sir Silentium]

I've found not viewing pornographic material to be relatively straight forward, but the NoFap side of things is a challenge. Once you make it past the first 30 days it gets easier, although I have only made it to 13.

 

[TooSomething]

So @wasted12years @rapetorturekill How's it going so far?

I'm clean, so far.

 

[rapetorturekill]

So @wasted12years @rapetorturekill How's it going so far?

I'm clean, so far.

Still going strong.

 

[rapetorturekill]

So @wasted12years @rapetorturekill How's it going so far?

I'm clean, so far.

I got addicted at 12 years old, and started ''trying'' to quit at 16 but never succeeded for more then 2 weeks.
Up until i would say in mid 2023 I started going on longer abstinence streaks and getting more succesful.
2025 (this year) it has been the most succesful year ''streak'' wise since i got addicted at 12.

 

[TooSomething]

I got addicted at 12 years old, and started ''trying'' to quit at 16 but never succeeded for more then 2 weeks.
Up until i would say in mid 2023 I started going on longer abstinence streaks and getting more succesful.
2025 (this year) it has been the most succesful year ''streak'' wise since i got addicted at 12.

I have tried quitting when I was around 28 years old. Never worked up until now.

 

[rapetorturekill]

I have tried quitting when I was around 28 years old. Never worked up until now.

Not watching porn has always been way harder for me then not masturbating for me.

 

[True_gnostic]

I've been trying to quit for years, my longest streak was about 2 weeks. I need to quit forever since I watch nasty stuff now... It is so ashaming bros... And it doesn't even feel that good. I feel tired and cloudy after fapping.

 

[TooSomething]

I've been trying to quit for years, my longest streak was about 2 weeks. I need to quit forever since I watch nasty stuff now... It is so ashaming bros... And it doesn't even feel that good. I feel tired and cloudy after fapping.

Then join us, bro.

 

[cattcell]

Nice to see someone really wanting to improve themselves in this site, good luck brocel try combining this with supplements, gym and sleep schedule

 

[wasted12years]

So @wasted12years @rapetorturekill How's it going so far?

I'm clean, so far.

Still had some videos left in a folder i accidentaly entered, so i ended up relapsing again, but i deleted them so now my PC has to be 100% free from triggers.

 

[TooSomething]

Still had some videos left in a folder i accidentaly entered, so i ended up relapsing again, but i deleted them so now my PC has to be 100% free from triggers.

Bro, how do you relapse so fast just because you've accidently looked at some thumbnails.

Also why would you click on those videos?

Just delete and don't look back, ever.

 

[wasted12years]

Bro, how do you relapse so fast just because you've accidently looked at some thumbnails.

Also why would you click on those videos?

Just delete and don't look back, ever.

I know. It's messed up, i had them in a folder where i record videos with OBS screen capture. So i recorded a video and looked in the folder and forgot that in the folder there was regular non-sexy videos and sexy ones, so i relapsed because of that. Newbie mistake i guess.

 

[TooSomething]

I know. It's messed up, i had them in a folder where i record videos with OBS screen capture. So i recorded a video and looked in the folder and forgot that in the folder there was regular non-sexy videos and sexy ones, so i relapsed because of that. Newbie mistake i guess.

But you've managed to last so long before... .

 

[wasted12years]

But you've managed to last so long before... .

Yes, a long time ago. The only thing is to try again. Now i know for sure that i don't have anymore triggering material on my PC. I will not dishonor you or myself, i promise.

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

I did the same thing but with my phone, over 7 Gigs of straight pornography I eviscerated that was building over a period of 2-or-so years. I still look at porn TBH, but I have no desire to download any or want immediate instant gratification from having it saved on my Phone. Benefits outweigh the downsides greatly, although I would like to achieve total no-fap status

 

[TooSomething]

Yes, a long time ago. The only thing is to try again. Now i know for sure that i don't have anymore triggering material on my PC. I will not dishonor you or myself, i promise.

I stumbled upon some nudes of ShoeOnHead on this forum, accidentally, but other than that, nothing bad.

No faps, no porn.

I have read that short looks at nudes or other explicit stuff while going cold turkey don't ruin your streak.

 

[wasted12years]

I have read that short looks at nudes or other explicit stuff while going cold turkey don't ruin your streak.

Maybe so, but for me it's intense if i peek on a long streak. I start shaking uncontrollably in my whole body. Even my teeth start to shake, mouth waters, heart pounds. It's insane. I wouldn't recommend it.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Pretty sure you'll regret it soon mang

 

[TooSomething]

Pretty sure you'll regret it soon mang

You should motivate a brocel, not demotivate him.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You should motivate a brocel, not demotivate him.

I'm just realistic tbh

 

[SupremeSaint]

Over 2000 images/videos permanently deleted.

Could have at least sent them to me

 

[TooSomething]

I'm just realistic tbh

Let's be optimistic, man.

 

[TooSomething]

Maybe so, but for me it's intense if i peek on a long streak. I start shaking uncontrollably in my whole body. Even my teeth start to shake, mouth waters, heart pounds. It's insane. I wouldn't recommend it.

Don't worry and don't sweat it man.

We're getting through this together.

I will do my best to be an example and look at how far @rapetorturekill has come.

Let us follow his lead. I have achieved some of my personal goals today.
Feels great, man.

 

[rapetorturekill]

I have achieved some of my personal goals today.
Feels great, man.

Congrats man! This is a great thing to hear and i'm happy for you.

It's just experience and knowing what your triggers are for the most part to avoid everything. (atleast for me)

It definitely gets easier when your body is not used to MO anymore. I feel healthier, calmer and more energetic as a result of my body not being used to MO'ing. (Besides diet or excercise or anything else) I felt a big difference in 2024 and also this year when going on long streaks when not MO'ing.

Besides that, I never MO'd without porn anyways. So that may also be a reason why it's easier for me to go on longer streaks. I know because before i wanted to quit completely, I never MO'd without porn so now taking porn away completely it automatically reduces the chances of MO (masturbation, orgam) for me.

TLDR: I have always had to watch porn in order to masturbate and orgasm, (no homo, feels weird saying it that much in a post but just to make it clear) so now because I don't look anything erotic whatsoever, the latter just doesn't happen. That's definitely a good reason why I've been able to get longer streaks.

Maybe so, but for me it's intense if i peek on a long streak. I start shaking uncontrollably in my whole body. Even my teeth start to shake, mouth waters, heart pounds. It's insane. I wouldn't recommend it.

Peeking at porn while still abstaining can aboslutely increase risk of relapse (complete PMO) I think that's the biggest trigger. Now what leads up to peeking is something only you know and can control

 

[Demonintheflesh666]

After relapsing yesterday on NoFap i decided to do it. Delete every single sexy video/image i have on my PC. Over 2000 images/videos permanently deleted. I will also install a porn site blocker. I feel good about it, no regrets. This will be game changing for me. I know that basically almost everything is accessible on Youtube/instagram anyway, but this is still a huge step in the right direction. It's time to stop giving these sluts any more attention, even if they are unaware of me fapping to them, i'm still spending my time worshipping them and it needs to stop. I will never look at anything besides foids in real life from now on. For real this time.

your going to wish you never did that, because I did the same thing and my lust did not go away and I wished that I did not throw anything away

 

[ColderManTruce]

First 13 days then relapse...Then 5 days, relapse.

Brutal.

 

[TooSomething]

your going to wish you never did that, because I did the same thing and my lust did not go away and I wished that I did not throw anything away

Literal demon in the flesh. Go away.

 

[Vilsonicvs]

Same here bro, I'm doing nofap till Christmas, I want to see if it improves anything (just curious). I think my erections will get stronger

 

[TooSomething]

Five days already and today is another say in which I have achieved not all but at least some of my goals.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Based.
I've been "clean" since about mid-October, to put it that way. That's when I had my last relapse. Too much alcohol and too little sleep weakened me, and the evil spirits had an easy time tempting me. Afterwards, I felt miserable, empty, and very depressed. I'm doing better now. So hang in there, it's really not worth falling for. If it were something good, you wouldn't feel so miserable afterward. From a Christian perspective, it's demonic and evil anyway, and they're not entirely wrong. Especially when you consider who controls this industry and the negative consequences of porn addiction.
Stay strong!

 

[sellsword]

Five days already and today is another say in which I have achieved not all but at least some of my goals.

good shit

 

[sellsword]

Based.
I've been "clean" since about mid-October, to put it that way. That's when I had my last relapse. Too much alcohol and too little sleep weakened me, and the evil spirits had an easy time tempting me. Afterwards, I felt miserable, empty, and very depressed. I'm doing better now. So hang in there, it's really not worth falling for. If it were something good, you wouldn't feel so miserable afterward. From a Christian perspective, it's demonic and evil anyway, and they're not entirely wrong. Especially when you consider who controls this industry and the negative consequences of porn addiction.
Stay strong!

stay strong dont let the kikes win

 

[TooSomething]

Based.
I've been "clean" since about mid-October, to put it that way. That's when I had my last relapse. Too much alcohol and too little sleep weakened me, and the evil spirits had an easy time tempting me. Afterwards, I felt miserable, empty, and very depressed. I'm doing better now. So hang in there, it's really not worth falling for. If it were something good, you wouldn't feel so miserable afterward. From a Christian perspective, it's demonic and evil anyway, and they're not entirely wrong. Especially when you consider who controls this industry and the negative consequences of porn addiction.
Stay strong!

It is true. Every time afterward I'd feel empty, depressed, dirty and just defeated.

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

It is true. Every time afterward I'd feel empty, depressed, dirty and just defeated.

Hang in there, and if you feel weak, ask the Creator for the strength you need. I know a lot of people don't want to hear this, but it helped me. I was heavily addicted for years until I came across the "Christcuck" topic. After that, the demons basically revealed themselves. And I mean that seriously. We niggas aren't alone on this level, and the motherfuckers who bring us porn, feminism, and abortion know this and are "in league" with these dark forces. At least, that's what they believe. That they have some kind of "alliance" with them.
Btw that's also why I hate all this suicide shit here, because nobody should risk their soul!

 

[Demonintheflesh666]

Literal demon in the flesh. Go away.

not all demons are bad do not judge, but just a name

 

[a deleteduser #]

Nofap till ascension