Based I deleted every single porn video/sexy image on my PC

[wasted12years]

After relapsing yesterday on NoFap i decided to do it. Delete every single sexy video/image i have on my PC. Over 2000 images/videos permanently deleted. I will also install a porn site blocker. I feel good about it, no regrets. This will be game changing for me. I know that basically almost everything is accessible on Youtube/instagram anyway, but this is still a huge step in the right direction. It's time to stop giving these sluts any more attention, even if they are unaware of me fapping to them, i'm still spending my time worshipping them and it needs to stop. I will never look at anything besides foids in real life from now on. For real this time.

 

[a deleteduser #]

How long was your "streak"?

It's time to stop giving these sluts any more attention, even if they are unaware of me fapping to them, i'm still spending my time worshipping them and it needs to stop. I will never look at anything besides foids in real life from now on. For real this time.

That's the mindset!

 

[wasted12years]

How long was your "streak"?



That's the mindset!

First 13 days then relapse...Then 5 days, relapse.

 

[Monikak]

Good for you buddyboyo

 

[VanGobbel]

not like you can just click on a random link like this and start jerking again

https://www.xnxx.com/video-h1hej65/rough_hotel_room_pounding_for_hot_arab_ex_gf

 

[wasted12years]

not like you can just click on a random link like this and start jerking again

https://www.xnxx.com/video-h1hej65/rough_hotel_room_pounding_for_hot_arab_ex_gf

Porn blocker.

 

[TooSomething]

After relapsing yesterday on NoFap i decided to do it. Delete every single sexy video/image i have on my PC. Over 2000 images/videos permanently deleted. I will also install a porn site blocker. I feel good about it, no regrets. This will be game changing for me. I know that basically almost everything is accessible on Youtube/instagram anyway, but this is still a huge step in the right direction. It's time to stop giving these sluts any more attention, even if they are unaware of me fapping to them, i'm still spending my time worshipping them and it needs to stop. I will never look at anything besides foids in real life from now on. For real this time.

You are correct, it is foid worship. Fapping to random online foids is foid worship, imo.

Anyway, have you just looked at porn or also masturbated to it?

You could have talked to me and or @rapetorturekill when you were being tempted, man.

Remember, we have to be here for each other.

My third day, sort of clean. @LastGerman has posted some thread and tagged me in it. It was not NSFW tagged and so the first thing I saw when clicking was a foid vagina with a dog dick about to penetrate it.
It was about the dog pill.

Asshole, tbh.
But that was the only explicit stuff I have looked at in those three days and I did not fap to anything, and certainly not to that shit. JFL

 

[wasted12years]

You are correct, it is foid worship. Fapping to random online foids is foid worship, imo.

Anyway, have you just looked at porn or also masturbated to it?

You could have talked to me and or @rapetorturekill when you were being tempted, man.

Remember, we have to be here for each other.

My third day, sort of clean. @LastGerman has posted some thread and tagged me in it. It was not NSFW tagged and so the first thing I saw when clicking was a foid vagina with a dog dick about to penetrate it.
It was about the dog pill.

Asshole, tbh.
But that was the only explicit stuff I have looked at in those three days and I did not fap to anything, and certainly not to that shit. JFL

It was PMO, that made me relapse, the whole thing. Not just peeking.

 

[TooSomething]

Also, it is funny, but I don't need a porn blocker or anything.

I have another motivation now, which is stronger than anything else.

My best friend in the USA is in a serious condition and might actually die. He has a tumor and it is not yet known whether it is bad or good tempered.

He has other complications as well. It does not look good at all.
He is in great pain and they've pumped him full of Dilaudid and Percocet.

Within a few days he has lost 10 kgs.

Porn has nerfed me and held me back a lot in life and I want to break free from that and do what I can to visit him asap.

So I will do whatever I can, now, to get my life in order, make some extra shekels and visit him asap.

I hope he will live and heal, but it all looks like he has gotten the bad batch of covid shots.
He was vaxxed only once and ever since his health went downhill slowly.

This is some seriousely heartbreaking shit and I have neither slept well nor eaten well the last couple of days.

But this is my goal and motivation. I am doing it for him.

 

[TooSomething]

It was PMO, that made me relapse, the whole thing. Not just peeking.

Sorry, but what is PMO?

 

[wasted12years]

Also, it is funny, but I don't need a porn blocker or anything.

I have another motivation now, which is stronger than anything else.

My best friend in the USA is in a serious condition and might actually die. He has a tumor and it is not yet known whether it is bad or good tempered.

He has other complications as well. It does not look good at all.
He is in great pain and they've pumped him full of Dilaudid and Percocet.

Within a few days he has lost 10 kgs.

Porn has nerfed me and held me back a lot in life and I want to break free from that and do what I can to visit him asap.

So I will do whatever I can, now, to get my life in order, make some extra shekels and visit him asap.

I hope he will live and heal, but it all looks like he has gotten the bad batch of covid shots.
He was vaxxed only once and ever since his health went downhill slowly.

This is some seriousely heartbreaking shit and I have neither slept well nor eaten well the last couple of days.

But this is my goal and motivation. I am doing it for him.

Sorry to hear that, hope he recovers and you can meet him.

Sorry, but what is PMO?

Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm.

 

[LastGerman]

You are correct, it is foid worship. Fapping to random online foids is foid worship, imo.

Anyway, have you just looked at porn or also masturbated to it?

You could have talked to me and or @rapetorturekill when you were being tempted, man.

Remember, we have to be here for each other.

My third day, sort of clean. @LastGerman has posted some thread and tagged me in it. It was not NSFW tagged and so the first thing I saw when clicking was a foid vagina with a dog dick about to penetrate it.
It was about the dog pill.

Asshole, tbh.
But that was the only explicit stuff I have looked at in those three days and I did not fap to anything, and certainly not to that shit. JFL

It actually destroyed me. I did not know that you are clean for 3 days now. I will not quote you again.

 

[Violet loner]

Dunno. I'm kinda regretful of deleting my hentai golder when i tried to nofap. I lost a few good that i couldn't find it anymore

 

[wereq]

This will be game changing for me.

Doubt it.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

i've done this several times over tbh

 

[TooSomething]

Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm.

I am sorry, man.

 

[wasted12years]

Dunno. I'm kinda regretful of deleting my hentai golder when i tried to nofap. I lost a few good that i couldn't find it anymore

I kinda felt that way too with an external hard drive i had some years ago, it was not hentai but just regular porn and sexy images. I did manage to get to day 115 because of deleting stuff on it though. Not saying it was the main motivation but it helped.

Doubt it.

You wanna bet? If i once made it to day 115 back in 2018 what makes it impossible to get even further?

 

[TooSomething]

It actually destroyed me. I did not know that you are clean for 3 days now. I will not quote you again.

Quote me, but not if it is something porn related / explicit.

 

[wasted12years]

i've done this several times over tbh

Only 2nd time for me tbh.

 

[TooSomething]

Doubt it.

Join us instead, bro.

 

[TooSomething]

I kinda felt that way too with an external hard drive i had some years ago, it was not hentai but just regular porn and sexy images. I did manage to get to day 115 because of deleting stuff on it though. Not saying it was the main motivation but it helped.

You wanna bet? If i once made it to day 115 back in 2018 what makes it impossible to get even further?

If I make it to day 115, I can be proud of something in my life.

Thanks for giving me more motivationfuel.

 

[SirEstudo]

After relapsing yesterday on NoFap i decided to do it. Delete every single sexy video/image i have on my PC. Over 2000 images/videos permanently deleted. I will also install a porn site blocker. I feel good about it, no regrets. This will be game changing for me. I know that basically almost everything is accessible on Youtube/instagram anyway, but this is still a huge step in the right direction. It's time to stop giving these sluts any more attention, even if they are unaware of me fapping to them, i'm still spending my time worshipping them and it needs to stop. I will never look at anything besides foids in real life from now on. For real this time.

Congratulations, keep it up. I hope you manage to overcome this.

 

[undesiredsamsung]

i've done this several times over tbh

 

[wasted12years]

Congratulations, keep it up. I hope you manage to overcome this.

Thanks bro.

 

[TooSomething]

Thanks bro.

So, now you start from zero again, right?

 

[rapetorturekill]

Also, it is funny, but I don't need a porn blocker or anything.

I have another motivation now, which is stronger than anything else.

My best friend in the USA is in a serious condition and might actually die. He has a tumor and it is not yet known whether it is bad or good tempered.

He has other complications as well. It does not look good at all.
He is in great pain and they've pumped him full of Dilaudid and Percocet.

Within a few days he has lost 10 kgs.

Porn has nerfed me and held me back a lot in life and I want to break free from that and do what I can to visit him asap.

So I will do whatever I can, now, to get my life in order, make some extra shekels and visit him asap.

I hope he will live and heal, but it all looks like he has gotten the bad batch of covid shots.
He was vaxxed only once and ever since his health went downhill slowly.

This is some seriousely heartbreaking shit and I have neither slept well nor eaten well the last couple of days.

But this is my goal and motivation. I am doing it for him.

Sorry to hear about your friend.

 

[wasted12years]

So, now you start from zero again, right?

Yea, only 2hrs in so far. I'm a clown again. I use this app:

 

[TooSomething]

Sorry to hear about your friend.

Thanks man.

 

[TooSomething]

Yea, only 2hrs in so far. I'm a clown again. I use this app:

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I have used Quitzilla, but it had some stupid motivational quotes which were super cringy, and it did not motivate me at all.

 

[TooSomething]

BTW, if I get super horny over time, is it ok to at least fuck a hooker?

I can already feel it, tbh... .

Now imagine what will happen after four more days... .

Ideally I should not cum either way, I guess.

 

[wasted12years]

BTW, if I get super horny over time, is it ok to at least fuck a hooker?

I can already feel it, tbh... .

Now imagine what will happen after four more days... .

Ideally I should not cum either way, I guess.

 

[SociallyStupid]

I will never look at anything besides foids in real life from now on.

Let's see. When I was young I also deleted my porn folders every now and then, but later I regretted it and redownloaded the stuff. After doing this cycle like 2-3 times and not finding a few videos any more I just realised I should keep the porn. But maybe you will not watch it any more for real.

 

[wasted12years]

But maybe you will not watch it any more for real.

I won't. Some days are gonna suck, but alot of days are going to be awesome too.

 

[TooSomething]

Ok then. I will read it later. Read some of it. I have started porn because I could not even get a foid.

I still won't get one, so. it is what it is.

If I had gotten teen love I would have most likely never fallen into this trap.

As for hookers, I am very paranoid about them anyway, nowadays, since most are covid vaxxed or have had sex with covid vaxxed clients.

That ahit is sexually transmittable, so I would have to be extra cautious, which would kill my boner instantly.
Even if I use a condom, it is never 100% safe and can still tear.

Also, condoms wear lut over time, during sex. They get micro tears and become porous.

Even if I'd get a chance to ascend with a foid that wants me, I'd have to be careful.

She must not be vaxxed. Since foids are super fucking stupid conformists, the chances of finding / getting an unvaxxed foid are insanely slim.

Being ugly makes it worse.

 

[rapetorturekill]

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Thanks man.

You’re welcome.

I have used Quitzilla, but it had some stupid motivational quotes which were super cringy, and it did not motivate me at all.

Yea, only 2hrs in so far. I'm a clown again. I use this app:

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Check out “iron will” app

 

[wasted12years]

Ok then. I will read it later. Read some of it. I have started porn because I could not even get a foid.

I still won't get one, so. it is what it is.

If I had gotten teen love I would have most likely never fallen into this trap.

As for hookers, I am very paranoid about them anyway, nowadays, since most are covid vaxxed or have had sex with covid vaxxed clients.

That ahit is sexually transmittable, so I would have to be extra cautious, which would kill my boner instantly.
Even if I use a condom, it is never 100% safe and can still tear.

Also, condoms wear lut over time, during sex. They get micro tears and become porous.

Even if I'd get a chance to ascend with a foid that wants me, I'd have to be careful.

She must not be vaxxed. Since foids are super fucking stupid conformists, the chances of finding / getting an unvaxxed foid are insanely slim.

Being ugly makes it worse.

You believe in vaccine shedding? If a foid gets vaxxed it will spread? I think it's impossible to find an unvaxxed foid tbh. You'll have to live with it. If i ever get in a relationship it wouldn't surprise me if a foid left me for being an antivaxxer.

 

[SociallyStupid]

I won't. Some days are gonna suck, but alot of days are going to be awesome too.

Let's see lol. Maybe you are stronger than me. Tbh I never tried to quit porn (but I did not watch it for a couple months once, but for different reasons), but I did try to quit eating sweets often and always failed.

 

[wasted12years]

Let's see lol. Maybe you are stronger than me. Tbh I never tried to quit porn (but I did not watch it for a couple months once, but for different reasons), but I did try to quit eating sweets often and always failed.

I've quitted sweets/processed sugar, Alcohol, Gambling etc. Porn is the most difficult thing to quit of all the addictions, period.

 

[SociallyStupid]

I've quitted sweets/processed sugar, Alcohol, Gambling etc. Porn is the most difficult thing to quit of all the addictions, period.

I guess it's different for everyone. Even when I watched 3h+ porn per day, I never got addicted and while I guess my desire for sweets still isn't technically an addiction, it's hard for me to avoid it. Were you really addicted to all of the former stuff (sugar/alcohol/gambling) or just engaged in it from time to time and then quit that while you were addicted to porn?

 

[wasted12years]

I guess it's different for everyone. Even when I watched 3h+ porn per day, I never got addicted and while I guess my desire for sweets still isn't technically an addiction, it's hard for me to avoid it. Were you really addicted to all of the former stuff (sugar/alcohol/gambling) or just engaged in it from time to time and then quit that while you were addicted to porn?

I ate like 700g of chocolate in a week for over 7 years or so. I also drank alcohol every other weekend, got really drunk. I gambled away $15k in online gambling, all why still watching porn.

You would still get addicted to porn even if you watched 3hrs/a day. Try quitting porn for a week! You would know if you're addicted to it or not. Just to make myself clear, i count EVERYTHING that turns you on as porn. Pictures of foids in leggings=Porn, videos of foids dancing with clothes on=Porn. It activates the brain in the same way and releases dopamine just like porn.

 

[SociallyStupid]

Try quitting porn for a week! You would know if you're addicted to it or not.

That's the point, that's how I knew I never was addicted. When I went on e.g. a conference for a week or on vacation, I always prepared a porn hard drive to take with me to be able to watch porn there because sometimes the internet there was slow, censored or both. But most of the time I didn't watch anything because it just was a different context. Instead, my mind mainly was on conference topics and even when I masturbated, I didn't use porn.

I ate like 700g of chocolate in a week for over 7 years or so

That's a lot, maybe similar to the amount I eat lol. How did you manage to overcome it? Did you just one day say "I won't eat it" or did you stop buying it and thus didn't have it?

I also drank alcohol every other weekend, got really drunk.

While definitely unhealthy that doesn't sound like an addiction to me

I gambled away $15k in online gambling, all why still watching porn.

But did you gamble every day or just had phases where you were stupid?

 

[wasted12years]

That's the point, that's how I knew I never was addicted. When I went on e.g. a conference for a week or on vacation, I always prepared a porn hard drive to take with me to be able to watch porn there because sometimes the internet there was slow, censored or both. But most of the time I didn't watch anything because it just was a different context. Instead, my mind mainly was on conference topics and even when I masturbated, I didn't use porn.

Ok. Then it seems you have some self control, i still think you will relapse fairly easy on NoFap after a while, mostly because of being alone/boredom. Alot of guys do including me.

That's a lot, maybe similar to the amount I eat lol. How did you manage to overcome it? Did you just one day say "I won't eat it" or did you stop buying it and thus didn't have it?

You have to look at the big picture. What does chocolate contain more than it's "making me fat". Mycotoxins, heavy metals, seed oils. I always got a headache the day after eating chocolate, almost like a hang over. I knew it was toxic to consume. The only sugar i really get weekly is raw cream and fruit, like pinapple or mango, like once a week. It's way healthier and a good substitute.

While definitely unhealthy that doesn't sound like an addiction to me

Oh it was sort of, i had some control over it, but it was more of the feeling of: "Tonight i will drink vodka and listen to music, i will get drunk and escape from reality" type of feeling. It always felt better buying the actual bottle of vodka than afterwards when i drank it. I always felt like shit.

But did you gamble every day or just had phases where you were stupid?

Whenever i had money. I withdrew money from my investment account and wasted it all. To me it was more fun to gamble than to save money. Of course i regret it afterwards but it's not the end of the world. I can still save money again.

 

[wasted12years]

Check out “iron will” app

Downloaded it, looks good. I'm pretty sure this is the new "FapWatch" App.

 

[TooSomething]

You believe in vaccine shedding? If a foid gets vaxxed it will spread? I think it's impossible to find an unvaxxed foid tbh. You'll have to live with it. If i ever get in a relationship it wouldn't surprise me if a foid left me for being an antivaxxer.

Well, this is different from shedding. It is worse, because through sex you get indirectly vaxxed by the vaxxed person you're having sex with / exchange bodily fluids.

This is why the only dating app, since the start of the vaccination campaign, that I have been using is one exclusively for unvaxxed people.

The funny thing is, the people there claim to not be NPC like / normies and are looking for like minded men / women as significant others.

Yet the foids there are also Chad only.

There really is no difference other than them not being vaxxed, and even that could be a lie.

Most have just outright ignored my DMs. Some have responded with a half assed rejection.

These foids there claim to be holier than though in their bios but are so disrespectful that they won't even take a couple of seconds of their "precious" time to send you a simple, short rejection.

I have been using this app for slightly over three years now and have had no success. None.

Way too many single mothers there as well, even some with mutts. jfl

Several dog fuckers and some horse fuckers too.

But this is not even about standards for me. I just don't want to get seriousely sick just to ascend, tbh.

There are numerous reports of noth men and women having health complications ever since their partners got vaxxed.

This is no coincidence, so I will stay vigilant.

 

[TooSomething]

Downloaded it, looks good. I'm pretty sure this is the new "FapWatch" App.

I ain't installing that shit ironwill app.
Some gook made that. Looks like a chinese Name or so.

Most likely collecting data from me.

I have my trusty sheet of paper and a pencil. A FUCKING PENCIL!

 

[wasted12years]

Well, this is different from shedding. It is worse, because through sex you get indirectly vaxxed by the vaxxed person you're having sex with / exchange bodily fluids.

This is why the only dating app, since the start of the vaccination campaign, that I have been using is one exclusively for unvaxxed people.

The funny thing is, the people there claim to not be NPC like / normies and are looking for like minded men / women as significant others.

Yet the foids there are also Chad only.

There really is no difference other than them not being vaxxed, and even that could be a lie.

Most have just outright ignored my DMs. Some have responded with a half assed rejection.

These foids there claim to be holier than though in their bios but are so disrespectful that they won't even take a couple of seconds of their "precious" time to send you a simple, short rejection.

I have been using this app for slightly over three years now and have had no success. None.

Way too many single mothers there as well, even some with mutts. jfl

Several dog fuckers and some horse fuckers too.

But this is not even about standards for me. I just don't want to get seriousely sick just to ascend, tbh.

There are numerous reports of noth men and women having health complications ever since their partners got vaxxed.

This is no coincidence, so I will stay vigilant.

You in the US? Alot more antivaxxers there compared to Sweden. Here most foids have trust in the medical profession. It's so sad.

I've seen GF/wifes of people i know. They take ibuprofen and medications whenever they get a mild headache and they trust vaccines. They are so cooked. They have like a small pharmacy in their home, including my mother. I don't even think there are antivaxxer dating apps here. It would most likely get cancelled.

 

[rapetorturekill]

They take ibuprofen and medications whenever they get a mild headache and they trust vaccines.

Taking meds for the smallest things being normal should’ve never happened.

 

[rapetorturekill]

Downloaded it, looks good. I'm pretty sure this is the new "FapWatch" App.

Yes it’s a good app in my opinion

 

[wasted12years]

Taking meds for the smallest things being normal should’ve never happened.

It's also addicting to them.

 

[rapetorturekill]

It's also addicting to them.

True