It's Over I could've been so much more. I wanted to be so much more. But my race, ancestry, & genetics keeps me chained and imprisoned from achieving my dreams.

[wereq]

Its so distressing and humiliating seeing all everyone else living the high life, seeing all the possibilities of doing extraordinary things but none of it is open to me because I'm a gigasubhuman truecel who has no ability to no anything great. The opportunities are there, but there's no ability at my end to take full advantage of those opportunities. If I try to accomplish anything, I just fail miserably, crash and burn out because my genetics are disgusting. I am now left with no other choice but to put in one final herculean effort to overcome my survival instinct and rope so that I can escape this torturous prison and hell.

 

[Animecel2D]

Forever prisoners of our DNA

 

[wereq]

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Forever prisoners of our DNA

Not much longer for me anymore.

 

[Animecel2D]

Not much longer for me anymore.

Are you actually going to go through with it?

 

[wereq]

Are you actually going to go through with it?

I am getting close to that place where I no longer feel held back by my survival instinct.

 

[Animecel2D]

I am getting close to that place where I no longer feel held back by my survival instinct.

If you say so

I’ve given up on trying to beat my survival instinct. It’s just going to be a very slow death for me

 

[wereq]

I’ve given up on trying to beat my survival instinct. It’s just going to be a very slow death for me

That's a horror scenario for me. I can't imagine continuing to degrade and rot as I stumble and crawl into my grave over an agonizingly long period of time.

 

[superpsycho]

relatable

it never begun for people like us

 

[Animecel2D]

That's a horror scenario for me. I can't imagine continuing to degrade and rot as I stumble and crawl into my grave over an agonizingly long period of time.

Yes it’s a terrible fate especially since I’ll have no one by my side. I witnessed something like this firsthand when I was only 15 and my dad got kidney cancer. Regularly visiting the hospital and seeing him continue to deteriorate and degrade, every day that passed he grew weaker and weaker, constantly groaning in pain. He used to be fat but got much skinner, bone thin, like a balloon that had suddenly deflated. Eventually he passed away

I always hated that prick but seeing how he ended up was my first brutal lesson on the perils of aging and poor health

 

[wereq]

it never begun for people like us

While realizing this itself is very painful and damning its the agonizing amount of time it takes to realize is what makes this even more terrible, because until you've reached that point, you're on a meaningless cycle of struggle where you trying and fail again and again and work yourself into the ground.

 

[wereq]

Yes it’s a terrible fate especially since I’ll have no one by my side. I witnessed something like this firsthand when I was only 15 and my dad got kidney cancer. Regularly visiting the hospital and seeing him continue to deteriorate and degrade, every day that passed he grew weaker and weaker, constantly groaning in pain. He used to be fat but got much skinner, bone thin, like a balloon that had suddenly deflated. Eventually he passed away

I always hated that prick but seeing how he ended up was my first brutal lesson on the perils of aging and poor health

This is the same thing that my bedridden mom is going through. She doesn't have cancer but a whole host of health issues which've taken her from fat to emaciated mummy-tier. This kind of shit is truly horrifying. I can't have that for myself. I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE that fate for myself!

 

[superpsycho]

White realizing this itself is very painful and damning its the agonizing amount of time it takes to realize is what makes this even more terrible, because until you've reached that point, you're on a meaningless cycle of struggle where you trying and fail again and again and work yourself into the ground.

this is why i think i wouldve been better off if i was blackpilled way earlier in life

it wouldve saved me a lot of time, embarassment, and failure

 

[wereq]

this is why i think i wouldve been better off if i was blackpilled way earlier in life

it wouldve saved me a lot of time, embarassment, and failure

Hmm..