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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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i will always cherish my childhood and will always miss it. it was the best time of my life and now i'm almost 25 and pretty soon i will go insane.
childhood was my best years. everything was awesome. i wasn't ugly. i had a great social life and sex/relationships didn't exist. i didn't even know what SEX was. I didn't even know any of that shit. Elementary school years were awesome. Middle school admittedly was really good too, but elementary school years were better.
My high school years (15 to 18 years old)? Eh, a mixed bag, had some good times but could've been better. Social life was mediocre at the time though, but better than now. But HIGH SCHOOL WAS PROTO-ADULTHOOD. TEENS FUCK, SMOKE, drink, sneak out at night, and they drive and have jobs and you literally are experiencing a precursor of the college experience and you're pretty much in prototypical young adulthood. IT IS A FUCKIN TRAILER TO EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS AFTER 18. AND NO, BULLYING, peer pressure, gossip, rumors, popularity etc. doesn't end after high school. its a MYTH.
But life after 18 was HORRIBLE. it's getting worse and worse and i'm falling way more behind my peers as time goes by. Elementary school was the time of life where there was no gap between my neurotypical peers and I, then adolescence a big gap appeared but in adulthood it got WORSE.
PUBERTY IS AN EVIL CURSE. I FREAKED OUT ABOUT IT IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS OF 5TH GRADE WHEN I HAD PUBIC HAIR AND MUSTACHE WHISKERS. THAT FUCKIN CHADRIGUEZ WHO BULLIED ME GOT LOTS OF CHICKS AND GOT POPULAR AT SCHOOL THROUGH HIS LOOKS AND JESTERMAXXING. YOUNGER KIDS TEASED ME FOR MY HAIRY FACE AND I HAD BODY IMAGE ISSUES. MY LOOKS BEGAN DECLINING A BIT BUT I STILL LOOKED NOT THAT BAD UNTIL AGE 13 OR SO.
and i saw myself getting uglier and it freaked me out back then. i was seeing the first red flag of my current life. although i quickly overcame my fear of puberty, I REALIZE I WAS RIGHT TO FEAR PUBERTY
PUBERTY IS EVIL. IT TURNS PEOPLE INTO SOCIOPATHIC MONSTERS. BEFORE PUBERTY PEOPLE ARE COOL, BUT AFTER PUBERTY EVERYONE IS EVIL. WHY DO YOU THINK LITTLE KIDS DON'T COMMIT EVIL CRIMES!? FUCK YOU PUBERTY, YOU RUINED MY APPEARANCE AND EVERYONE AROUND ME SURPASSES ME BECAUSE I CAN'T ADAPT TO ADULTHOOD.
FUCK
YOU
childhood was my best years. everything was awesome. i wasn't ugly. i had a great social life and sex/relationships didn't exist. i didn't even know what SEX was. I didn't even know any of that shit. Elementary school years were awesome. Middle school admittedly was really good too, but elementary school years were better.
My high school years (15 to 18 years old)? Eh, a mixed bag, had some good times but could've been better. Social life was mediocre at the time though, but better than now. But HIGH SCHOOL WAS PROTO-ADULTHOOD. TEENS FUCK, SMOKE, drink, sneak out at night, and they drive and have jobs and you literally are experiencing a precursor of the college experience and you're pretty much in prototypical young adulthood. IT IS A FUCKIN TRAILER TO EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS AFTER 18. AND NO, BULLYING, peer pressure, gossip, rumors, popularity etc. doesn't end after high school. its a MYTH.
But life after 18 was HORRIBLE. it's getting worse and worse and i'm falling way more behind my peers as time goes by. Elementary school was the time of life where there was no gap between my neurotypical peers and I, then adolescence a big gap appeared but in adulthood it got WORSE.
PUBERTY IS AN EVIL CURSE. I FREAKED OUT ABOUT IT IN THE LAST FEW MONTHS OF 5TH GRADE WHEN I HAD PUBIC HAIR AND MUSTACHE WHISKERS. THAT FUCKIN CHADRIGUEZ WHO BULLIED ME GOT LOTS OF CHICKS AND GOT POPULAR AT SCHOOL THROUGH HIS LOOKS AND JESTERMAXXING. YOUNGER KIDS TEASED ME FOR MY HAIRY FACE AND I HAD BODY IMAGE ISSUES. MY LOOKS BEGAN DECLINING A BIT BUT I STILL LOOKED NOT THAT BAD UNTIL AGE 13 OR SO.
and i saw myself getting uglier and it freaked me out back then. i was seeing the first red flag of my current life. although i quickly overcame my fear of puberty, I REALIZE I WAS RIGHT TO FEAR PUBERTY
PUBERTY IS EVIL. IT TURNS PEOPLE INTO SOCIOPATHIC MONSTERS. BEFORE PUBERTY PEOPLE ARE COOL, BUT AFTER PUBERTY EVERYONE IS EVIL. WHY DO YOU THINK LITTLE KIDS DON'T COMMIT EVIL CRIMES!? FUCK YOU PUBERTY, YOU RUINED MY APPEARANCE AND EVERYONE AROUND ME SURPASSES ME BECAUSE I CAN'T ADAPT TO ADULTHOOD.
FUCK
YOU
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