Venting I can't stand my family man I need to vent

[HateCurry]

Man my family are getting to me not showing me any love. Only forced fucking talk and criticism of how I'm in my room all day, they're fucking crazy.

Meanwhile they adore my brother, can you imagine that?

I can't- the jealousy is too real, I experience at a young age what most of you will if you know a couple nearby your apartment.

I'm fucking dead.

The guy I used to be was much more charismatic, I wasn't liked by everyone but especially after my family started treating me weird and I left my grannies and stuff, I became a whole new person.

I was this guy who kept trying hard in everything.

I love working out just playing with a basketball, doing pushups and listening to politics on my phone, fucking binge-watching torture videos on repeat. Back then YouTube censorship was way lower, man I loved that shit.

Now, I'm normal, I don't like being normal, I don't like being hated either and the feeling that comes to you when you know you're liked by everyone else, it's a foreign feeling to me honestly, I honestly love my home.

Um, I just have nostalgic memories man, I used to kill lizards with floor mops and you know, I used to hang out with friends while being ignored.

I do like being alone, doing gymwork alone, I never liked my normie friends because of the way they treated me relocated quite a few places, fucked up this is fucked up honestly.

At different periods of time I wanna go back to the who I was at different periods of times, it's kinda relatable but this usually slows my hard down and the bone literally bulges out my chest hunching over for so long.

Um I don't know..

 

[mistersinister]

I miss 2010s when I still had hope.

 

[TheGambler2]

I miss 2010s when I still had hope.

this it was the best time of my life I was still hopeful and content early teenager the copes felt good and had some friends in school now everything is absolutely grim there is no passion or joy and no light at the end of the tunnel sucks knowing that your best times are already in the past man I wish I could go back a decade

 

[Incelius Savage]

I bet ill have this same feeling once i get friends.

 

[HateCurry]

Holy shit it's fucking sad out here hearing you guys out, it must suck horribly

 

[Incelius Savage]

When you're "normal" you're not really yourself you're just putting on an act. But enjoy it OP

 

[ragequiter]

Meanwhile they adore my brother

same case brocel my parents are narcissistic and self obsessed with their own achievements and with the achievements with my little brother

 

[HateCurry]

When you're "normal" you're not really yourself you're just putting on an act. But enjoy it OP

lol... that's a praise I take from anyone.. it's not a praise but that's actually what I'm like, I'm pretty hateful that's why profile name is this, I hate pretty much anyone and anything in front of me

 

[Incelius Savage]

Imagine neing ignored by your family your entire life and being born the only ethnic in your entire family.

 

[HateCurry]

same case brocel my parents are narcissistic and self obsessed with their own achievements and with the achievements with my little brother

lol love the guitar I feel sorry for you brother

In fact amio bangali ami nije tui and another bengali chini zeroo ache ou, but anyway just wondering if you already knew this fact lol.

 

[ragequiter]

I miss 2010s when I still had hope.

I was 11 miss those day when I didnt knew anything about sex and porn. Those music I got my frist prize after I played my harmonica at school. My parents didnt appreciated that and from that day onwards I never played anything on Stage. My parents sucks I hate them.

 

[HateCurry]

Imagine neing ignored by your family your entire life and being born the only ethnic in your entire family.

ah. I almost forgot your story you said days ago. Now it's all vivid you were beaten and your sister was praised by your farmer dead or some shit I don't completely remember it but they definitely ruined you.

Plus it's hard coming from a rural area and still being good on PC.

 

[ragequiter]

lol love the guitar I feel sorry for you brother

In fact amio bangali ami nije tui and another bengali chini zeroo ache ou, but anyway just wondering if you already knew this fact lol.

I am not bengali I am Assamese and I dont understand Bengali.
I know Zeroo is Bengali

 

[Incelius Savage]

ah. I almost forgot your story you said days ago. Now it's all vivid you were beaten and your sister was praised by your farmer dead or some shit I don't completely remember

Not me

 

[HateCurry]

I am not bengali I am Assamese and I dont understand Bengali.
I know Zeroo is Bengali

stop that bs man bengali and asami are same. Just different pronounce.

 

[Boricuacel23]

I understand. My parents think I am failure.... Which I am but it still hurts. Dropped out of school, i don have a job, fuck i cant even find s job, i just spend the whole day in my room with a serious porn addiction, playing videogames and browsing the internet endlessly. Each day I just get more depressed .

 

[HateCurry]

I understand. My parents think I am failure.... Which I am but it still hurts. Dropped out of school, i don have a job, fuck i cant even find s job, i just spend the whole day in my room with a serious porn addiction, playing videogames and browsing the internet endlessly. Each day I just get more depressed .

lol me too

 

[ragequiter]

stop that bs man bengali and asami are same. Just different pronounce.

stfu garbage where you live in India? I am a Assamese I had 2 bengali classmates and one of them speak Sylethi bengali and one Kolkata bengali. And all them are different go do some research and learn something instead of larping here BRAINDEAD KIDDO.
@Invincible1999 teach him brocel the difference brocel

 

[HateCurry]

stfu garbage where you live in India? I am a Assamese I had 2 bengali classmates and one of them speak Sylethi bengali and one Kolkata bengali. And all them are different go do some research and learn something instead of larping here BRAINDEAD KIDDO.
@Invincible1999 teach him brocel the difference brocel

I'm blocking your bitchass you're kinda weird

 

[ragequiter]

I'm blocking your bitchass you're kinda weird

snowflake kid who cares not me
just admit it you dont know the history about your own language and I know you dont even know about your people how they suffered during the british raaj and division of east Pakistan and west Pakistan. Read books study dont larp here IDIOT, STUPID.
Kid

 

[HsmteFrmHell]

Man my family are getting to me not showing me any love. Only forced fucking talk and criticism of how I'm in my room all day, they're fucking crazy.

Meanwhile they adore my brother, can you imagine that?

I can't- the jealousy is too real, I experience at a young age what most of you will if you know a couple nearby your apartment.

I'm fucking dead.

The guy I used to be was much more charismatic, I wasn't liked by everyone but especially after my family started treating me weird and I left my grannies and stuff, I became a whole new person.

I was this guy who kept trying hard in everything.

I love working out just playing with a basketball, doing pushups and listening to politics on my phone, fucking binge-watching torture videos on repeat. Back then YouTube censorship was way lower, man I loved that shit.

Now, I'm normal, I don't like being normal, I don't like being hated either and the feeling that comes to you when you know you're liked by everyone else, it's a foreign feeling to me honestly, I honestly love my home.

Um, I just have nostalgic memories man, I used to kill lizards with floor mops and you know, I used to hang out with friends while being ignored.

I do like being alone, doing gymwork alone, I never liked my normie friends because of the way they treated me relocated quite a few places, fucked up this is fucked up honestly.

At different periods of time I wanna go back to the who I was at different periods of times, it's kinda relatable but this usually slows my hard down and the bone literally bulges out my chest hunching over for so long.

Um I don't know..

I fucking hate the liberal censorship now. It is brutal in every way.

 

[HateCurry]

I fucking hate the liberal censorship now. It is brutal in every way.

yeah