It's almost 7 AM and I can't stop replaying a conversation in my head from earlier today. My siblings were discussing how my cousin been posting slutty pics on IG. One of my sisters said "it's not a big deal, she's in her 20s."
I can't lie, this is really upsetting me. Especially since my cousin is younger than me. My sis was obviously implying that she's grown so it's ok for her to express her sexuality. Nice. So why can't I express mine? Why have I been sexually repressed my whole life? These skanks practically walk around naked while I've never even been allowed to express interest in a girl without the risk of being utterly humiliated and developing PTSD. I could never talk about girls with my friends/family without being ridiculed and teased. I couldn't look at girls I was attracted to without fear of being arrested. I would literally rather die than approach one. How can any sane person imply that women are oppressed when so many men like me exist?
I can't lie, this is really upsetting me. Especially since my cousin is younger than me. My sis was obviously implying that she's grown so it's ok for her to express her sexuality. Nice. So why can't I express mine? Why have I been sexually repressed my whole life? These skanks practically walk around naked while I've never even been allowed to express interest in a girl without the risk of being utterly humiliated and developing PTSD. I could never talk about girls with my friends/family without being ridiculed and teased. I couldn't look at girls I was attracted to without fear of being arrested. I would literally rather die than approach one. How can any sane person imply that women are oppressed when so many men like me exist?
