I saw too many young couples and my brain don't work anymore. There are 16 year olds who fall in love and kiss and have sex. I walk through the train station and see young couples. When I was that age I was bullied and didn't even have any friends. I didn't find friends until later in life who were just as losers as me (more or less). I'm turning 24 this year and I see a 16 year old with more life experience than me and he's happily moving around and knows that he has a confident, good future. My youth passed me by without looking at me. why am I being punished like this? If there was a God he wouldn't allow something like that. I watch young couples get closer, fall in love, and spend hot summer nights together. I didn't have any of that. A 16 year old looks at me and knows that I have the experience of a 10 year old. why shouldn't I kill myself? It would be a relief for me. I don't want to continue my life like this. getting older and failing more and more...Life is an offer that you can refuse.
