I get some sort of inappropriate intrusive thoughts that make me say something out loud to everyone and multiple times those thoughts actually come to surface. One of the worst ones that keeps appearing constantly is me saying out loud the name of one local foid by the first name and last name and then saying I want to fuck her. I also randomly start remembering some funny shit that happened and start laughing out loud in front of everyone. Everyone thinks I'm a weirdo and they stare at me. I wish I could go and successfully focus on what the priest says and keep my mouth shut but it's hard.
