AutisticMonstrosity
34 y.o. KHHV dateless, 169 cm skincel autist NEET
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My hands are literally dripping wet almost all the time when awake. If I try to play my PS4 or Xbox One, I have to wash my hands after 30 seconds - 2 minutes using the coldest water I can get from the tap.
There is a cure, but it costs 850 euros (iontophoresis device). That is a lot for unemployable life-long NEET. Only a bit less than driver's licence at minimum hours (after law changes, it used to cost over 2000 euros). I have needed eye-glasses for two decades, but still don't have them because of cost. (yeah, should have bought them instead of game console from a sale, because my eye-sight is so bad that I can't even read medium-sized text any more even though I sit at the edge of the sofa and have moved the sofa 3 times closer to the TV. I get vertigo if I try to play games even though I would not read any texts, so I don't play at all)
I can't play multiplayer games because I can't pause them to wash hands with cold water.
This problem is bigger in summer when the sun shines to my room.
I have a Chillstream controller, but it only works on the PS3 and the L2 and R2 buttons are like in the PS2 controller (on or off, not like since PS3).
I don't compose on the computer long texts because of this hyperhidrosis.
I have kitchen paper over my computer mouse now and wipe the keyboard using it all the time.
And this is without SSRI. If I take SSRI, my sweating problem gets even worse.
I was referred to skin-policlinic because of this condition (from mental hospital), but they can only lend the iontophoresis device for a few weeks, after that I need to buy it myself. (I wanted to use that opportunity to ask for isotretinoin for my face and chest, but did not have the courage because I am so ugly, thus regarded non-sexual and was already way too old (mid 20's)) Because I live alone, the iontophoresis takes double the time, because I can only do one hand at a time.
This is genetic, life-long, since small child. Like my bad skin, moles, acne. Autism. Short height. OCD.
There is a cure, but it costs 850 euros (iontophoresis device). That is a lot for unemployable life-long NEET. Only a bit less than driver's licence at minimum hours (after law changes, it used to cost over 2000 euros). I have needed eye-glasses for two decades, but still don't have them because of cost. (yeah, should have bought them instead of game console from a sale, because my eye-sight is so bad that I can't even read medium-sized text any more even though I sit at the edge of the sofa and have moved the sofa 3 times closer to the TV. I get vertigo if I try to play games even though I would not read any texts, so I don't play at all)
I can't play multiplayer games because I can't pause them to wash hands with cold water.
This problem is bigger in summer when the sun shines to my room.
I have a Chillstream controller, but it only works on the PS3 and the L2 and R2 buttons are like in the PS2 controller (on or off, not like since PS3).
I don't compose on the computer long texts because of this hyperhidrosis.
I have kitchen paper over my computer mouse now and wipe the keyboard using it all the time.
And this is without SSRI. If I take SSRI, my sweating problem gets even worse.
I was referred to skin-policlinic because of this condition (from mental hospital), but they can only lend the iontophoresis device for a few weeks, after that I need to buy it myself. (I wanted to use that opportunity to ask for isotretinoin for my face and chest, but did not have the courage because I am so ugly, thus regarded non-sexual and was already way too old (mid 20's)) Because I live alone, the iontophoresis takes double the time, because I can only do one hand at a time.
This is genetic, life-long, since small child. Like my bad skin, moles, acne. Autism. Short height. OCD.