Start fapping to rape porn, it will fuse your hatred for women with your sexual frustration and pent up lust, ultimate fetish for an incel. You'll never get tired of fapping. Sometimes i'll be fapping to some regular (rough) porn and its alright but not really good, and then the guy does something to make the girl uncomfortable or feel pain and you see it on her face, instantly get harder.
https://incels.is/threads/looking-for-convincing-rape-porn-rape-fetishists-gtfih-also-a-poll.32439/
(the website pron.tv no longer works as a free site, but I have the dvd names listed so you can still torrent them or look for them on another site)
Look at the faces of the women in the image, that's some good rape porn, looks of genuine discomfort and/or disgust.