I'm in similar shoes, brother. I am simply too asocial for most jobs today. It's a fucking shame, as they say I am a bright guy and once had great potential for success. Being incel makes it easy to be frugal too. When I workceled for 12 months, I easily saved over 1/3 of my income. Instead, I have lost almost 13 years of income and pension as my adult life totally stagnated with NEETdom. Like with FHOs, I am so far behind it hurts. Plus, it makes you even less desirable to FHOs. It's almost pointless to attempt to catch up now.