I cant do it anymore.

[Afghancel]

sometimes I drive myself mad, because I am suffocated by my own existence.
The clergy at mosque keeps reciting me tales of torment and agony if i do suicide.
yet, here i am, tormented by my own existence and feelings. So, I bow my head infront of god and sometimes i seek refuge in wine.
When I forget about my problems, I vanish.
When conscious, I am in anguish again.
I dont even have strength to live in peace anymore. Nor do i have the courage to do suicide.

Sorry for bad English

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

I dont even have strength to live in peace anymore. Nor do i have the courage to do suicide.

Choose carefully.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

This earth is hell.

It doesn't matter. As schizo-cels, we should deal with our opposition.

 

[Inceldom Victim]

You are afghan you can refugeemaxx

 

[PLA1092]

Such punishment for an action would not happen as they tell it, if He is truly righteous; brutal how their only method for prevention is to tell subhumans how selfish they're apparently being.

 

[Incline]

I've been living 27 years on this planet and honestly for the last 5 years I have no fucking clue what I was doing I was literally rotting, I am still rotting. I accomplished nothing, I did nothing. I literally rotted away my 5 years. I did nothing of notice.

Didn't meet any new people, didn't really make any connections. Didn't do shit.... Just more misery and more sad things happened to me through this time.

I know I am not alone in this but sometimes I feel like I must be the most miserable motherfucker on this planet. I have terrible stats, and I am not NT and SEVEREALY mentally damaged.

I was a perfectly normal NT child but when puberty hit and my subhuman slavic genes started to materialize it became over for me. From an NT child into a silent, shy, weirdo who got bullied by everyone. My psychic was destroyed in school. My story is so similiar to ER that reading ER manifesto was the first step towards blackpill.

I was bluepilled until I was 16. After 16, I knew there was something VERY wrong, I still had hope when I was younger but I knew it was over but I couldn't put it into words, I didn't know what it was. So I stayed in the semi-bluepilled state till I was 20. When I was 20 I started my blackpill transition more and more but I still didn't know about blackpill then. When ER went ER I heard about it, and for some reason it intrested me.

I found his manifesto and read it in full. This was my first introduction to the blackpill. Once I've read ER manifesto there was NO going back anymore. I have began on a blackpill journey, going deeper and deeper till I ended up here.

Blackpill is like waking up from the matrix, everything was SO CLEAR. Everything became so crystal clear! How could I not see it before? It's like a mist disappearing showing the obvious truth in life.

 

[Indari]

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Praise the Sun]

You are afghan you can refugeemaxx

It would be even harder to deal with inceldom in the West.

 

[Izayacel]

I've been living 27 years on this planet and honestly for the last 5 years I have no fucking clue what I was doing I was literally rotting, I am still rotting. I accomplished nothing, I did nothing. I literally rotted away my 5 years. I did nothing of notice.

Didn't meet any new people, didn't really make any connections. Didn't do shit.... Just more misery and more sad things happened to me through this time.

I know I am not alone in this but sometimes I feel like I must be the most miserable motherfucker on this planet. I have terrible stats, and I am not NT and SEVEREALY mentally damaged.

I was a perfectly normal NT child but when puberty hit and my subhuman slavic genes started to materialize it became over for me. From an NT child into a silent, shy, weirdo who got bullied by everyone. My psychic was destroyed in school. My story is so similiar to ER that reading ER manifesto was the first step towards blackpill.

I was bluepilled until I was 16. After 16, I knew there was something VERY wrong, I still had hope when I was younger but I knew it was over but I couldn't put it into words, I didn't know what it was. So I stayed in the semi-bluepilled state till I was 20. When I was 20 I started my blackpill transition more and more but I still didn't know about blackpill then. When ER went ER I heard about it, and for some reason it intrested me.

I found his manifesto and read it in full. This was my first introduction to the blackpill. Once I've read ER manifesto there was NO going back anymore. I have began on a blackpill journey, going deeper and deeper till I ended up here.

Blackpill is like waking up from the matrix, everything was SO CLEAR. Everything became so crystal clear! How could I not see it before? It's like a mist disappearing showing the obvious truth in life.

For me It began in a Train , having a random thought Tell me the question If Life is real , and that Shit was Like a Very clear voice speaking to me .

And Well Here iam . Shit Makes sence now , but Money still dosnt make sence . On how to get an abundance Amount

 

[Nikalas]

Did you sell your wife for internet connection?

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

sometimes I drive myself mad, because I am suffocated by my own existence.
The clergy at mosque keeps reciting me tales of torment and agony if i do suicide.
yet, here i am, tormented by my own existence and feelings. So, I bow my head infront of god and sometimes i seek refuge in wine.
When I forget about my problems, I vanish.
When conscious, I am in anguish again.
I dont even have strength to live in peace anymore. Nor do i have the courage to do suicide.

Sorry for bad English

Just shahidmaxx GrAYmang

 

[ShortestManlet_2]

Best method of suicide would be exit bag. You just drift off to sleep, never to wake up again.