Even after a year of being blackpilled, i still cant believe that this is my life. I accepted the BP and know that i willl to 99% die a virgin who keeps getting negative reinforcement simply for existing. Its incredibly brutal knowing that i never stood a chance in my possibly only life and i cant do anything to improve my situation. Sure i could surgerymaxx and become better looking but there is no surgery for my autism and it wont make up for missing out on teen love and having a social circle. Im only 20 years old and i know that with every year the suffering becomes worse and more unbearable. Life is nothing but a lottery.
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