Many know, I'm the result of IVF
Ever since my parents broke this to me a few years back, it's always been a contentious issue which has provoked turmoil within me; undoubtedly it was a massive blackpilling moment.
I just cannot believe my parents decided to play God -in other words defy nature- just so they could have a child.
I am somewhat aware(will have to read more) about the positives of IVF, but just the very nature of being a literal test tube baby, one who in a way should never have walked the Earth, can sometimes cause the usual feelings of depression, resentment, and anguish in me to rise more than they should.
I feel as if one of the reasons as to why I've always felt something was "off" with the world, even from a young age, is due to this. It sort of set me up to be an extreme "anomaly" in a sense, though ofc I am being hyperbolic/metaphorical here.
Ever since my parents broke this to me a few years back, it's always been a contentious issue which has provoked turmoil within me; undoubtedly it was a massive blackpilling moment.
I just cannot believe my parents decided to play God -in other words defy nature- just so they could have a child.
I am somewhat aware(will have to read more) about the positives of IVF, but just the very nature of being a literal test tube baby, one who in a way should never have walked the Earth, can sometimes cause the usual feelings of depression, resentment, and anguish in me to rise more than they should.
I feel as if one of the reasons as to why I've always felt something was "off" with the world, even from a young age, is due to this. It sort of set me up to be an extreme "anomaly" in a sense, though ofc I am being hyperbolic/metaphorical here.
