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I don't like self pitying and self hating but fuck man I really hate what I've become.
Aside from being an incel. I feel like i become a total cuck for having a oneitis ngl. (Although I always say having a oneitis is normal as a straight guy.)
When I like a girl, I got this certain characteristic of only thinking about her everyday for months, sometimes years depending on how long till my crush gets a lover,
Thats the time I can accept deep inside myself that its over. How I wish theres a women out there who can reciprocate my feelings.
I got this suspicion of my crush being pregnant in the time of quarantine and today I realize that it might actually be true
Man.. My crush is probably pregnant and spending quarantine with her lover while here I am keep rewinding the scene in my memory where she caught me looking at her with annoyed look on her face.
Im not entirely sure if shes pregnant so theres that fucking hope inside me that I cant remove. I dont know how I can move on fast so I won't waste my time thinking about her and waiting to confirm my suspicion so I can finally move on. I wonder if I should fck an escort so I can forget her. Any advice is welcome and appreciated. I just made this thread to bring out my emotions.
PS : Im sure theres a lot of edgelord wannabees here (especially the new ones) that would say that Im not blackpilled because I got a oneitis but I just wanna tell you that being blackpilled doesnt make you assexual.
Aside from being an incel. I feel like i become a total cuck for having a oneitis ngl. (Although I always say having a oneitis is normal as a straight guy.)
When I like a girl, I got this certain characteristic of only thinking about her everyday for months, sometimes years depending on how long till my crush gets a lover,
Thats the time I can accept deep inside myself that its over. How I wish theres a women out there who can reciprocate my feelings.
I got this suspicion of my crush being pregnant in the time of quarantine and today I realize that it might actually be true
Man.. My crush is probably pregnant and spending quarantine with her lover while here I am keep rewinding the scene in my memory where she caught me looking at her with annoyed look on her face.
Im not entirely sure if shes pregnant so theres that fucking hope inside me that I cant remove. I dont know how I can move on fast so I won't waste my time thinking about her and waiting to confirm my suspicion so I can finally move on. I wonder if I should fck an escort so I can forget her. Any advice is welcome and appreciated. I just made this thread to bring out my emotions.
PS : Im sure theres a lot of edgelord wannabees here (especially the new ones) that would say that Im not blackpilled because I got a oneitis but I just wanna tell you that being blackpilled doesnt make you assexual.
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