kay'
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I dont have one day in my life since past 8 years where i was healthy.
I dont remember what a functional body feels like.
If its not my back itd my head if not my head its my feet if not my feet my throat.
I cant have a break.
Its like im gluing my body at this point.
I cant even enjoy copes anymore i take pills like tictacs and my body takes everything.
I can take 1000mg of morphine and i know i wouldnt die of an oversode because im bound to suffer for life.
Im sure if a truck rams me rn i wouldnt die.
This universe doesnt want me to rest it wants me to look at myself in 3rd person forever.
I dont remember what a functional body feels like.
If its not my back itd my head if not my head its my feet if not my feet my throat.
I cant have a break.
Its like im gluing my body at this point.
I cant even enjoy copes anymore i take pills like tictacs and my body takes everything.
I can take 1000mg of morphine and i know i wouldnt die of an oversode because im bound to suffer for life.
Im sure if a truck rams me rn i wouldnt die.
This universe doesnt want me to rest it wants me to look at myself in 3rd person forever.