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- Nov 7, 2017
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I picked the easiest schedule possible just so I wouldn't be stressed and fail and rope and it might've been overkill. I'm doing jackshit now.
the little relationships with the acquaintances I had from last semester are OVER because I hadn't seen them for months from when I dropped out. hanged out with the skaters I usually do from last semester and it is clear they don't really give af about me anymore even less than before. they had weed and didn't even offer me lol. not that I blame them. you can't be friends with someone that doesn't talk besides autism. and I don't even skate like they do I ride a bike. most of the other people I knew from before I have less contact with now. I live on the other side of campus now. it's fucking over. i only have a miserably lonely semester to look forward to, then I might drop out again for good.
it is funny i dropped out once and im trying again but this time my stats are lower like fucking dark souls. i am thinking too much again... i should just continue ldar and turn my brain off
the little relationships with the acquaintances I had from last semester are OVER because I hadn't seen them for months from when I dropped out. hanged out with the skaters I usually do from last semester and it is clear they don't really give af about me anymore even less than before. they had weed and didn't even offer me lol. not that I blame them. you can't be friends with someone that doesn't talk besides autism. and I don't even skate like they do I ride a bike. most of the other people I knew from before I have less contact with now. I live on the other side of campus now. it's fucking over. i only have a miserably lonely semester to look forward to, then I might drop out again for good.
it is funny i dropped out once and im trying again but this time my stats are lower like fucking dark souls. i am thinking too much again... i should just continue ldar and turn my brain off