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Despite many difficulties (money,... etc)I managed to start college. I have some brutallllllllllll stories coming up but in this thread I'll give a summary of my journey.
Things started going downhill even at the "admitted student day" and "student orientation" when I realized I didn't make any friends and most people seemed to know someone. I said to myself when the semester starts it'll get better. I was in complete illusion, when the semester started it was the opposite of what I expected. I tought people in America were friendly , cool ...etc like in movies. I noticed people don't greet each other when they arrived at a place or enter a classroom, barely smile.
In an assignment I said I'd talk to people in my residence floor, classroom. I didn't do any of these. I didn't want to brutally rejected. Once again I was forced to choose the path of studymaxing. College is very depressing . Not having gf and friends is a death sentence. I made some acquittances tough.
I tried dating apps for 2 months, barely got any matches.On okcupid I mostly match with people in Philippines and Africa,some don't answer. 0 match on hinge ,tinder and bumble.
Tbh A black woman ghosted me on bumble after I told her the amount of relationship I had and my age and she said she had a bad experience with someone that had my nationality. I matched with some girls on bumble but they never messaged before the 24 hours deadline. On POF it's mostly trans that are obsessed with bbc, some black and mixed women ghosted me too.
I gave up , currently I'm gymaxing and studymaxing . I was motivated to do no nut November but I failed, I'm hornier than ever . I can't cope anymore. If I had money I'd escortmax.
I haven't approached any women in real life too . I regretted I didn't approach that short Asian girl that was smiling a lot when I was at this study spot. I smiled at her too.
When I was using Snapchat I asked a lot of Asians the percentage of Asians that like black men ,the answers were brutal. My plan of seamax is worthless now. I wish I was white....
Things started going downhill even at the "admitted student day" and "student orientation" when I realized I didn't make any friends and most people seemed to know someone. I said to myself when the semester starts it'll get better. I was in complete illusion, when the semester started it was the opposite of what I expected. I tought people in America were friendly , cool ...etc like in movies. I noticed people don't greet each other when they arrived at a place or enter a classroom, barely smile.
In an assignment I said I'd talk to people in my residence floor, classroom. I didn't do any of these. I didn't want to brutally rejected. Once again I was forced to choose the path of studymaxing. College is very depressing . Not having gf and friends is a death sentence. I made some acquittances tough.
I tried dating apps for 2 months, barely got any matches.On okcupid I mostly match with people in Philippines and Africa,some don't answer. 0 match on hinge ,tinder and bumble.
Tbh A black woman ghosted me on bumble after I told her the amount of relationship I had and my age and she said she had a bad experience with someone that had my nationality. I matched with some girls on bumble but they never messaged before the 24 hours deadline. On POF it's mostly trans that are obsessed with bbc, some black and mixed women ghosted me too.
I gave up , currently I'm gymaxing and studymaxing . I was motivated to do no nut November but I failed, I'm hornier than ever . I can't cope anymore. If I had money I'd escortmax.
I haven't approached any women in real life too . I regretted I didn't approach that short Asian girl that was smiling a lot when I was at this study spot. I smiled at her too.
When I was using Snapchat I asked a lot of Asians the percentage of Asians that like black men ,the answers were brutal. My plan of seamax is worthless now. I wish I was white....
