SuicideFuel I dreamed after many months

[I Gotta Survive]

Today I dreamed after many months and the place was my school and I shook hands with my childhood crush (I confessed to her in real life, but she rejected me). I don't know what to feel, I have not talked to anyone from the school but all of them talk to each other. I feel so alone and sad. I even reached out to some people, but they have blocked me. I have this constant urge to meet all of them again. I don't think I will ever grow up from my school phase. All the people I know are from school only. I don't know how to deal with this feeling man. This feeling of loneliness never goes away.

 

[KinkyKanga]

I don't think I will ever grow up from my school phase.

It's over.

 

[I Gotta Survive]

It's over.

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

brutel

 

[I Gotta Survive]

brutel

 

[suicidecase]

Why do they have you blocked?

Most normal/healthy people maintain their friends from age 17-18 (or school) throughout their lives. Making friends after your early 20s is almost impossible.

 

[I Gotta Survive]

Why do they have you blocked?

Most normal/healthy people maintain their friends from age 17-18 (or school) throughout their lives. Making friends after your early 20s is almost impossible.

They do not ever reach out to me. They even used to photoshop me from group photos

 

[suicidecase]

They even used to photoshop me from group photos

Brutal. Why?

One of my best friends through school ditched me at around 17. And would completely ignore me and pretend I didn't exist. We ended up working at the same place and he'd walk right past me and say nothing. A few years ago he added me on Facebook. I ignored him.

 

[I Gotta Survive]

Brutal. Why?

One of my best friends through school ditched me at around 17. And would completely ignore me and pretend I didn't exist. We ended up working at the same place and he'd walk right past me and say nothing. A few years ago he added me on Facebook. I ignored him.

Because I was a poorcel and heightcel. They used to treat me like a circus monkey

 

[suicidecase]

Because I was a poorcel and heightcel. They used to treat me like a circus monkey

Then fuck them. Make some new friends.

 

[I Gotta Survive]

Then fuck them. Make some new friends.

I have not stepped outside for 5 months. I think I will die alone

 

[92 drowsiness?]

brutel

 

[I Gotta Survive]

Merry Christmas mang. I hope you get a virgin stacy to ascend

 

[VPSCel]

The constant urge is real,I never even talked to any of them and they mostly hated me,but I atleast sorta knew what kind of people they were from hearing others talk about them. My only real "Social" Life I ever had I guess,the few people at school(Even though they didn't like talking to me.). Now after finishing HS,it's just ropefuel.

 

[I Gotta Survive]

The constant urge is real,I never even talked to any of them and they mostly hated me,but I atleast sorta knew what kind of people they were from hearing others talk about them. My only real "Social" Life I ever had I guess,the few people at school(Even though they didn't like talking to me.). Now after finishing HS,it's just ropefuel.

During my high school bullied used to beat my ass but still I had some women to talk to and some "friends", but now I am truly alone. I don't even know if I will be able to survive outside world. This felling cannot be described in words.

 

[VPSCel]

During my high school bullied used to beat my ass but still I had some women to talk to and some "friends", but now I am truly alone. I don't even know if I will be able to survive outside world. This felling cannot be described in words.

I understand brocel. I feel the same. I hope both me and you find our way