I can never be a normal person. I will always be consumed by hatred

[deleted fren]

I can never forget the mockery I've received from women. The way they look at me in disgust. I can never forgive them. My hatred is all-consuming. I do not wallow in "self-pity," I wallow in hatred. Whenever someone wrongs me my mind becomes obsessed with them. To this day I fantasize about every single woman who's wronged me being eaten alive by wild animals.

I know women will mock me again. They'll laugh at me again. There's no escaping this cycle. I'm trapped in it.

I feel no remorse. I shouldn't. I am the one being wronged by an unjust and cruel species.

Somehow I'm a demon just for having these thoughts? If it were a woman who experienced what I did she'd be hailed as a victim! It's ridiculous and unfair.

A reflection of what mindless hypocritical animals humans are. What a miserable wretched species.

What a shame I was ever born
Sors immanis
et inanis
rota tu volubilis

 

[AutistSupremacist]

I'll forever be filled with hate until a foid saves me

 

[FuckYou]

I’m very bitter and it will likely only get worse as the years pass.

 

[scrully]

I've been getting bullied, mocked and laughed at from a very young age. My hatred and anger is too deep seated.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I'll forever be filled with hate until a foid saves me

Same, which means I will be filled with hate until I take my last breath on this godforsaken earth.

 

[deleted fren]

I'll forever be filled with hate until a foid saves me

There is no salvation. Your genetics have determined you are a laughing stock to these horrible creatures.

I've been getting bullied, mocked and laughed at from a very young age. My hatred and anger is too deep seated.

It won't disappear. It'll only continue to grow stronger and devour you as you grow older.

I’m very bitter and it will likely only get worse as the years pass.

Yes. Much the same here.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

They mock us, dehumanize us, and then act shocked when we feel hatred in return. This is the result of a society that enables female cruelty.

 

[deleted fren]

They mock us, dehumanize us, and then act shocked when we feel hatred in return. This is the result of a society that enables female cruelty.

They don't ever think too deeply about anything. They're cruel and mindless animals. They're incapable of true empathy. They see as nothing more than inhumane annoyances.

Yes, we are victims. Beaten dogs that have become aggressive. There will be more and more like us

yet somehow women will always be the victims

 

[Midnight Animal]

It won't disappear. It'll only continue to grow stronger and devour you as you grow older.

Not true in my case. I mean I do despise existence and all this crap but my emotions died down compared to my twenties.

Although, t's not a good or bad thing. It just means I'm more of a zombie now going through motions rather than punching walls. Not sure which is worse tbh. It's shit either way.

 

[deleted fren]

Not true in my case. I mean I do despise existence and all this crap but my emotions died down compared to my twenties.

Although, t's not a good or bad thing. It just means I'm more of a zombie now going through motions rather than punching walls. Not sure which is worse tbh. It's shit either way.

I don't know how you reached such an old age.

 

[Midnight Animal]

I don't know how you reached such an old age.

Same. I tried to rope a few times as younger and have a few scars to show for it but I chickened out.

It's not life worth living but I'm breathing for now until I stop.

 

[Runt171]

I'll forever be filled with hate until a foid saves me

 

[whatever1]

Same. I tried to rope a few times as younger and have a few scars to show for it but I chickened out.

It's not life worth living but I'm breathing for now until I stop.

you didn't "chicken out" we call that survival instict

 

[DreamCoper]

I do not wallow in "self-pity," I wallow in hatred.

 

[Namtriz912]

There's no lucky escape only a path filled with more battles to come.

 

[Super Nigger Boy]

I've been getting bullied, mocked and laughed at from a very young age. My hatred and anger is too deep seated.

 

[lechad]

I'll forever be filled with hate until a foid saves me

 

[Kamanbert]

I'll forever be filled with hate until a foid saves me

This is like the flying dutchman tbh but there's no Senta to save us

 

[Kamanbert]

I know women will mock me again. They'll laugh at me again. There's no escaping this cycle. I'm trapped in it.

I know it's cucked but there's nothing else than trying to relativize it. The way i deal with this is that i cant preemptively prevent people from shitting on me so fuck it, as long as we dont have to deal with those same people on an everyday basis we just have to ignore it. I got better after i adjusted my mind like that, i think i'm less prone to dwell on it or to even create false memories because this happens too when we're traumatized

 

[Fukumine]

A reflection of what mindless hypocritical animals humans are. What a miserable wretched species.

The thoughts and feelings of men are made for naught, for why is it that we are told to "suck it up" and "figure it out" when they get everything handed to them? Aren't we people too, aren't we people with our own feelings and emotions? Not to society we aren't, to them we are but mere cattle that slaves away for them.

 

[Overmaxxer]

They mock us, dehumanize us, and then act shocked when we feel hatred in return. This is the result of a society that enables female cruelty.