Starting at age 10 after going online I became obsessed with my growth and development worrying that if I didn’t sleep right or eat vegetables my growth would be stunted and I would be stuck at 5’1(5’10 now) then when puberty hit I started masturbating and I would check my penis every night to make sure the semen was thick so that my growth was not stunted. I even ate my own semen from 12-13 because I didn’t want to lose the nutrients and have my growth be stunted. I would look up countless sites that would confirm that my growth was indeed being stunted and would measure myself multiple times per day to see if my growth got stunted. I was also convinced that if I slept differently one night my fave would change shape and structure once I woke up. And that my looks would go down 3-4 points if I didn’t sleep right or perform certain rituals. Does this sound insane to you guys?
