iloveporn
blackpilled misanthropist / recovering addict
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- Joined
- Jul 24, 2025
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i am a piece of shit. wasted potential. good for nothing human.
i am a piece of flesh waiting for its expiration date. i have no purpose whatsoever except eat sleep and play games.
i hate my job, i hate people, i literally hate everything. i dont even know why im still alive. ive been suicidal since i was like 15.
i wish i could just die already.
waking up everyday is torture, fighting to stay sober in a world that crushes my spirit and expects me to say thanks.
i wish i had never been born. i wish i could enter a cryochamber and rest for a long, long time.
my meds keep me together, but all they do is treat the symptoms of my mental illness.
i dont even know if i actually have a mental illness, thats just what they say. maybe my mind is just broken and the way i view the world is fundamentally broken.
day 1 trying not to drink.
i am a piece of flesh waiting for its expiration date. i have no purpose whatsoever except eat sleep and play games.
i hate my job, i hate people, i literally hate everything. i dont even know why im still alive. ive been suicidal since i was like 15.
i wish i could just die already.
waking up everyday is torture, fighting to stay sober in a world that crushes my spirit and expects me to say thanks.
i wish i had never been born. i wish i could enter a cryochamber and rest for a long, long time.
my meds keep me together, but all they do is treat the symptoms of my mental illness.
i dont even know if i actually have a mental illness, thats just what they say. maybe my mind is just broken and the way i view the world is fundamentally broken.
day 1 trying not to drink.





