This is just my perception as I obviously don't know anyone enough to tell but I always feel like I am exceptionally shit at coping. Basically being an ugly virgin is brutal for everyone but some still take it better than others and I am on the verge of smashing my skull into the wall every day.
I tried getting into those hyper-autistic hobbies but I can never really enjoy myself because I know it's all fake. It's not my real interest. My real interest would be getting pussy like literally EVERY other heterosexual young man. It's so fucking exhausting bending over backwards just to make time pass a little more comfortably while you actually hate being awake every second.
Are you all actually indifferent to it? I see the comfy NEET memes, chilling at home with vidya and booze but that's honestly not a way to live for me. The second I realized I would never have what everybody craves I never truly enjoyed life again.
I tried getting into those hyper-autistic hobbies but I can never really enjoy myself because I know it's all fake. It's not my real interest. My real interest would be getting pussy like literally EVERY other heterosexual young man. It's so fucking exhausting bending over backwards just to make time pass a little more comfortably while you actually hate being awake every second.
Are you all actually indifferent to it? I see the comfy NEET memes, chilling at home with vidya and booze but that's honestly not a way to live for me. The second I realized I would never have what everybody craves I never truly enjoyed life again.
