svgmn1
Fat link fanboy
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I reached the point that I just hate to stare at myself in the mirror. I can see and pinpoint every single flow with that face, sometimes I just pinch my bloated cheek in disgust. I used to be deluded and oblivious about my ugliness long ago but that changed. I know how ugly I am more than anyone who sees me. I am such an ugly man that my ugliness repulsed others. even ugly people. my face is so punchable/slappable. nothing has changed I just became uglier with time, I am aware that my presence itself is repulsive to others. my voice is so annoying. my face is repulsively ugly and has no symmetry. I am also aware that there is absolutely no non-surgical measure I can take to counter this. each day I look at myself in the mirror and hate how I look. I cope by thinking that I have an ego and love myself sometimes, there is definitely a sense of selfishness somewhere. but that isn't really how people love themselves. that's too much words for saying I am ugly and hate how I look anyways