InvisibleCel
The essence of man is fear
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- Joined
- Jan 1, 2019
- Posts
- 964
I want a friend. I want a girlfriend. I want someone to physically talk to. I forgot I am not entitled to these things. I don’t act weird. I’m sorry that I’m short. I’m sorry that I’m a mutt. Nobody notices me. Nobody pays attention to me. People walk through me. I never used forums or the internet a lot growing up. I remember years ago when I found reddit I decided to post on the suicide help subreddit and a few heartless people responded making fun of me saying they’re glad that they’re not me and laughed at how pathetic and shitty my situation was. I always lurked on the chans when it used to be worth it but even then a lot of anons probably ascended by now. I hate escortcelling and never want to do it again. I hate myself. I’m so alone. Normies say go outside, okay I’m outside wearing nice clothes, smelling good, smiling, and groomed. Nobody knows I exist. I have no copes, zero. I’m just so sad.