Venting I am so tired of being alone

[InvisibleCel]

I want a friend. I want a girlfriend. I want someone to physically talk to. I forgot I am not entitled to these things. I don’t act weird. I’m sorry that I’m short. I’m sorry that I’m a mutt. Nobody notices me. Nobody pays attention to me. People walk through me. I never used forums or the internet a lot growing up. I remember years ago when I found reddit I decided to post on the suicide help subreddit and a few heartless people responded making fun of me saying they’re glad that they’re not me and laughed at how pathetic and shitty my situation was. I always lurked on the chans when it used to be worth it but even then a lot of anons probably ascended by now. I hate escortcelling and never want to do it again. I hate myself. I’m so alone. Normies say go outside, okay I’m outside wearing nice clothes, smelling good, smiling, and groomed. Nobody knows I exist. I have no copes, zero. I’m just so sad.

 

[zangano1]

I want a cute foid and friends, thats all I ask for

 

[InvisibleCel]

I want a cute foid and friends, thats all I ask for

That’s all I ever wanted. I used to daydream about having those things even when I was a pre teen.

 

[zangano1]

That’s all I ever wanted. I used to daydream about having those things even when I was a pre teen.

I always imagine that before sleep

 

[InvisibleCel]

I always imagine that before sleep

I’ve been working on not fantasizing anymore. It’s hard but it will never happen and I know that while I’m pretending, Chads and normies are living it out at the exact same time

 

[EcuntR]

I am sure you can make friends, do you still go to school? This is a great place to meet people, if not then at work is also a good place to meet others. I also share your feels on this one, sometimes i get this rush of sadness when i realize how lonely I truly am but I cope and they go away

 

[InvisibleCel]

I am sure you can make friends, do you still go to school? This is a great place to meet people, if not then at work is also a good place to meet others. I also share your feels on this one, sometimes i get this rush of sadness when i realize how lonely I truly am but I cope and they go away

Graduated some years ago, was painful having Chad and Tyrone roommates and having to move out. Will have to look for a new job soon. I just don’t have any copes left. I’ve experienced the world in a way many haven’t

 

[EcuntR]

Graduated some years ago, was painful having Chad and Tyrone roommates and having to move out. Will have to look for a new job soon. I just don’t have any copes left. I’ve experienced the world in a way many haven’t

Mate, I cant imagine how much sui fuel it must be to share a house with normies much less alpha males. I bet it must have been hard getting sleep with the constant moaning of roasties, well man the only I can tell you is to stay strong. Of course I don't have any idea of how bad things are for you but don't rope man is not worth killing yourself. Eventually things will get better, my advice is to get a job and hopefully meet people through there

 

[InvisibleCel]

Mate, I cant imagine how much sui fuel it must be to share a house with normies much less alpha males. I bet it must have been hard getting sleep with the constant moaning of roasties, well man the only I can tell you is to stay strong. Of course I don't have any idea of how bad things are for you but don't rope man is not worth killing yourself. Eventually things will get better, my advice is to get a job and hopefully meet people through there

Thanks. It’s just been hard lately. Been having a lot of bad luck. Also haven’t been sleeping either

 

[Emba]

Same here bro.

It gets worse as you age.

 

[InvisibleCel]

Same here bro.

It gets worse as you age.

That’s what hit me hardest. All these empty, grey memories devoid of bliss or activity. Had an escort make fun of me for shaking when we started touching since I’m not accustomed to females (or anyone) touching me

 

[kingturtle]

I want a friend. I want a girlfriend. I want someone to physically talk to. I forgot I am not entitled to these things. I don’t act weird. I’m sorry that I’m short. I’m sorry that I’m a mutt. Nobody notices me. Nobody pays attention to me. People walk through me. I never used forums or the internet a lot growing up. I remember years ago when I found reddit I decided to post on the suicide help subreddit and a few heartless people responded making fun of me saying they’re glad that they’re not me and laughed at how pathetic and shitty my situation was. I always lurked on the chans when it used to be worth it but even then a lot of anons probably ascended by now. I hate escortcelling and never want to do it again. I hate myself. I’m so alone. Normies say go outside, okay I’m outside wearing nice clothes, smelling good, smiling, and groomed. Nobody knows I exist. I have no copes, zero. I’m just so sad.

My experience is like yours. I am guessing, you are in your early or mid 20s? When I was then, I wanted a girlfriend and friends. I desired company of others, and I hated being alone.

However, all my efforts failed, and I became twisted and uncaring for those things. Now I actually enjoy being alone. A few years ago, I hated being alone. My brain has physically changed. I have become a different man. Years of loneliness will change you. And when you become my age (29) you will have no desire for any social contact. You will become alone and sick and twisted and evil like me.

 

[Emba]

That’s what hit me hardest. All these empty, grey memories devoid of bliss or activity. Had an escort make fun of me for shaking when we started touching since I’m not accustomed to females (or anyone) touching me

I wish I could afford a escort! But I can do without being laughed at.

What I meant though was as you age you need friends and community more as a basic survival need.

But everyone's so me me me, that they can't even consider you, or us. It's all about them and what you can do for them.

And if you can't do anything for them, then you are garbage. Fucked up times my brother.

Mal temps!

My experience is like yours. I am guessing, you are in your early or mid 20s? When I was then, I wanted a girlfriend and friends. I desired company of others, and I hated being alone.

However, all my efforts failed, and I became twisted and uncaring for those things. Now I actually enjoy being alone. A few years ago, I hated being alone. My brain has physically changed. I have become a different man. Years of loneliness will change you. And when you become my age (29) you will have no desire for any social contact. You will become alone and sick and twisted and evil like me.

I was like you for a while. Now I'm the opposite. At 50+

 

[InvisibleCel]

I wish I could afford a escort! But I can do without being laughed at.

What I meant though was as you age you need friends and community more as a basic survival need.

But everyone's so me me me, that they can't even consider you, or us. It's all about them and what you can do for them.

And if you can't do anything for them, then you are garbage. Fucked up times my brother.

Mal temps!

I was like you for a while. Now I'm the opposite. At 50+

True. A very self centered world atm.

My experience is like yours. I am guessing, you are in your early or mid 20s? When I was then, I wanted a girlfriend and friends. I desired company of others, and I hated being alone.

However, all my efforts failed, and I became twisted and uncaring for those things. Now I actually enjoy being alone. A few years ago, I hated being alone. My brain has physically changed. I have become a different man. Years of loneliness will change you. And when you become my age (29) you will have no desire for any social contact. You will become alone and sick and twisted and evil like me.

I just don’t want to rot anymore. It is too painful. It feels like my soul is being eaten away slowly. Plus I have lost all my copes. I don’t want to sit in a dark room anymore knowing everybody is fucking and having a good time in the same moment I am staring at my wall

 

[RandomGuy]

“Only violence and disruption of social organization can follow. ... individuals born under these circumstances will be so out of touch with reality as to be incapable even of alienation. Their most complex behaviors will become fragmented. Acquisition, creation and utilization of ideas appropriate for life in a post-industrial cultural-conceptual-technological society will have been blocked.”

We’re at 7.7 billion apes atm.

CDC: 41% overpopulation

 

[Dionysus]

Same here bro.

 

[kingturtle]

I just don’t want to rot anymore. It is too painful. It feels like my soul is being eaten away slowly. Plus I have lost all my copes. I don’t want to sit in a dark room anymore knowing everybody is fucking and having a good time in the same moment I am staring at my wall

how old are u? You have the same thinking that I had. I used to be like you. So full of optimism and hope. I used to hope that if only I read a book on how to make friends, a book on social skills, talked to a girl a day, got some numbers, got some friends....I would be a normie. And life would be good.

But I have tried ALL that. And have put in far more effort than anyone I know. Read books after books after books. Did exercises. Talked to people, and made a few superficial friends. Got some girls numbers. But nothing happened.

The girls wouldn't bother to reply back. The guy friends were all superficial. And my social skills are basically the same. The books hardly worked. And after years and years of loneliness, my brain has changed. I no longer feel that sad, desperate emotion. I only feel a more flattened sadness.

 

[thebuddhacel]

My brain has physically changed.

I even don't recognize me anymore.

 

[ShyManlet]

My experience is like yours. I am guessing, you are in your early or mid 20s? When I was then, I wanted a girlfriend and friends. I desired company of others, and I hated being alone.

However, all my efforts failed, and I became twisted and uncaring for those things. Now I actually enjoy being alone. A few years ago, I hated being alone. My brain has physically changed. I have become a different man. Years of loneliness will change you. And when you become my age (29) you will have no desire for any social contact. You will become alone and sick and twisted and evil like me.

Youre a curry why cant you goback to curry land and get a wife there, sometimes I wonder whats up witht the sandcel and curry cel, pretty sure theres a lot of poor women in india and arab looking for a provider. Whitecels alternative is moving to sea of course,

 

[CaptainCuck]

I don't need friends but I would like a girlfriend.

 

[Evildоer]

I've been alone my entire life, JFL

 

[littlemanhikicel]

Honestly I don't give a fuck about friends anymore, I only want to get laid like a normal modern man or have a gf. But I'm more focused in find a fucking job ,save money and go to a place where I can have another life.

 

[ThouShallObeyKing]

I want a friend. I want a girlfriend. I want someone to physically talk to. I forgot I am not entitled to these things. I don’t act weird. I’m sorry that I’m short. I’m sorry that I’m a mutt. Nobody notices me. Nobody pays attention to me. People walk through me. I never used forums or the internet a lot growing up. I remember years ago when I found reddit I decided to post on the suicide help subreddit and a few heartless people responded making fun of me saying they’re glad that they’re not me and laughed at how pathetic and shitty my situation was. I always lurked on the chans when it used to be worth it but even then a lot of anons probably ascended by now. I hate escortcelling and never want to do it again. I hate myself. I’m so alone. Normies say go outside, okay I’m outside wearing nice clothes, smelling good, smiling, and groomed. Nobody knows I exist. I have no copes, zero. I’m just so sad.

holy moly how cna u have no copes

I HAVE MILION COPES!