SuicideFuel I am so sad that even in my dreams I'm depressed and crying.

[wereq]

Today I had a dream where I was so sad and depressed that I broke down in tears thinking about the amazing fulfilling life I could've had if I had slightly better genetics. The pain, sadness, and mental breakdown that I felt in my dream is the same kind that I experience while awake, except in real life I don't break down and cry because I stay preoccupied with non-stop internet blackpill slop on social media. But in my dream there was nothing to distract me or occupy my thoughts so I broke down and cried in despair from having an absolutely terrible stagnant life with no hope or opportunity. I have failed in everything and this life no longer has anything good to offer to me, only horror, despair, trauma, and misery.

 

[deleted dude]

Today I had a dream where I was so sad and depressed that I broke down in tears thinking about the amazing fulfilling life I could've had if I had slightly better genetics. The pain, sadness, and mental breakdown that I felt in my dream is the same kind that I experience while awake, except in real life I don't break down and cry because I stay preoccupied with non-stop internet blackpill slop on social media. But in my dream there was nothing to distract me or occupy my thoughts so I broke down and cried in despair from having an absolutely terrible stagnant life with no hope or opportunity.

I dream that I get heightmogged by everyone around me daily now

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

So fucking over

 

[Animecel2D]

Dreams are a reflection of the soul

 

[ihatelife2]

This is sad, I can relate to feeling depressed and hopeless in dreams

 

[wereq]

I dream that I get heightmogged by everyone around me daily now

In my dream I imagined being truly happy after achieving the perfect body, being attractive, being very fashionable, and having an engaging and fulfilling life. It is everything that I ever wanted, and my reality so contrastingly opposite that I couldn't help but cry in my dream.

 

[foidslayer4ever]

you could be sad or not sad doesnt change anything. you can cry from today till your deathbed and your face will only get worse. this world is not fair netiher are the people in it. nothing is promised in this world except death. the words i say unto you shouldnt depress but rather free you from your suffering because underatanding what is bothering you doesnt make it less but rather accepting what is bothering you is the first step in becoming an individual

 

[wereq]

So fucking over

 

[wereq]

Dreams are a reflection of the soul

Yes and I'm starting to realize that there is no point in reflecting anymore. No point in understanding, realizing, or appreciating difficult aspects of life because nothing can be done about it. Human life and human ecosystems aren't wired to address complex challenges; we are too broken and disorganized for that. Nothing will improve. You either get lucky or you die.

 

[wereq]

you could be sad or not sad doesnt change anything. you can cry from today till your deathbed and your face will only get worse. this world is not fair netiher are the people in it. nothing is promised in this world except death. the words i say unto you shouldnt depress but rather free you from your suffering because underatanding what is bothering you doesnt make it less but rather accepting what is bothering you is the first step in becoming an individual

Yes nothing will improve. I realize this now. In fact, things will only get worse.

 

[deleted dude]

In my dream I imagined being truly happy after achieving the perfect body, being attractive, being very fashionable, and having an engaging and fulfilling life. It is everything that I ever wanted, and my reality so contrastingly opposite that I couldn't help but cry in my dream.

I only have nightmares the last few weeks. Truly mogs me

 

[deleted dude]

Yes nothing will improve. I realize this now. In fact, things will only get worse.

Unless you magically get 100k, spend it on surgeries, then suddenly become attractive

 

[SewerGoat]

Today I had a dream where I was so sad and depressed that I broke down in tears thinking about the amazing fulfilling life I could've had if I had slightly better genetics. The pain, sadness, and mental breakdown that I felt in my dream is the same kind that I experience while awake, except in real life I don't break down and cry because I stay preoccupied with non-stop internet blackpill slop on social media. But in my dream there was nothing to distract me or occupy my thoughts so I broke down and cried in despair from having an absolutely terrible stagnant life with no hope or opportunity. I have failed in everything and this life no longer has anything good to offer to me, only horror, despair, trauma, and misery.

Same. Often times in my dreams the characters act as if i don't exist at all. It's like i am a ghost within my own world. I can interact with objects but not with people at all.

 

[foidslayer4ever]

Yes nothing will improve. I realize this now. In fact, things will only get worse.

you still can create meaning in your life personally. the external world has pushed us all out, we are not welcome might as well explore our insides and go on a path of individuation, i went on that path and life still sucks but i accept it. i have a job and am working on a couple of passion projects.

 

[wereq]

Same. Often times in my dreams the characters act as if i don't exist at all. It's like i am a ghost within my own world. I can interact with objects but not with people at all.

Very brutal. Our lives are meaningless and worthless. We endure pain for nothing.

 

[wereq]

you still can create meaning in your life personally. the external world has pushed us all out, we are not welcome might as well explore our insides and go on a path of individuation, i went on that path and life still sucks but i accept it. i have a job and am working on a couple of passion projects.

No its not possible. I have tried. Without the fundamentals of life in place, you can't achieve anything.

 

[wereq]

Unless you magically get 100k, spend it on surgeries, then suddenly become attractive

Surgery can't undo the damage now. Its too late for me.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

I dream that I get heightmogged by everyone around me daily now

i sometimes have these dreams too
im at like waist height of everyone and they are socializing and mingling and im literally more invisible than a dog

 

[poorenglishcel]

How would you rate your face out of 10?

 

[INCELIBATE12]

except in real life I don't break down and cry because I stay preoccupied with non-stop internet blackpill slop on social media.

I am sure that if almost all of us here in the forum did not use the internet for a day and took time to reflect on our lives, we would not be able to avoid feeling sadness, or in the worst-case scenario, having a breakdown

 

[wereq]

i sometimes have these dreams too
im at like waist height of everyone and they are socializing and mingling and im literally more invisible than a dog

 

[wereq]

How would you rate your face out of 10?

3/10

 

[foidslayer4ever]

No its not possible. I have tried. Without the fundamentals of life in place, you can't achieve anything.

whats your height and where are you, im in an asian country and am considered short where am at, i got a software engineering degree and now am working this entry job as an it helper. i get brutalised everyday in work by the foids in the company but for me I LOVE MONEY AND THE POWER I GET FROM IT so i endure. i found out that all i really care about after love and stacies is money and power.

 

[wereq]

I am sure that if almost all of us here in the forum did not use the internet for a day and took time to reflect on our lives, we would not be able to avoid feeling sadness, or in the worst-case scenario, having a breakdown

Yeah because we have nothing in our lives without distracting stimulation of internet slop. Our lives are painfully stagnant, empty, and devoid of meaning and hope.

 

[wereq]

whats your height and where are you, im in an asian country and am considered short where am at, i got a software engineering degree and now am working this entry job as an it helper. i get brutalised everyday in work by the foids in the company but for me I LOVE MONEY AND THE POWER I GET FROM IT so i endure. i found out that all i really care about after love and stacies is money and power.

I'm too short.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I only have nightmares

 

[INCELIBATE12]

you could be sad or not sad doesnt change anything. you can cry from today till your deathbed and your face will only get worse. this world is not fair netiher are the people in it. nothing is promised in this world except death. the words i say unto you shouldnt depress but rather free you from your suffering because underatanding what is bothering you doesnt make it less but rather accepting what is bothering you is the first step in becoming an individual

I would not accept that I live in this world without my consent. What I would accept, however, is the death that awaits me

 

[foidslayer4ever]

I would not accept that I live in this world without my consent. What I would accept, however, is the death that awaits me

up to you

 

[foidslayer4ever]

I'm too short.

same but getting a job in an asian country is not that dependant on looks but rather how good can you suck the manager lol and your credibility. between men generally there isnt that emphasis on looks not denying that being better looking will be easier but if you are not, its not impossible. anyways up to you idc tbh

 

[VanGobbel]

This didn't happen.

 

[lonerboykrushiel]

Today I had a dream where I was so sad and depressed that I broke down in tears thinking about the amazing fulfilling life I could've had if I had slightly better genetics. The pain, sadness, and mental breakdown that I felt in my dream is the same kind that I experience while awake, except in real life I don't break down and cry because I stay preoccupied with non-stop internet blackpill slop on social media. But in my dream there was nothing to distract me or occupy my thoughts so I broke down and cried in despair from having an absolutely terrible stagnant life with no hope or opportunity. I have failed in everything and this life no longer has anything good to offer to me, only horror, despair, trauma, and misery.

Same bruh wish i was 6ft n had good jawline n a social life with no autism

 

[wereq]

Same bruh wish i was 6ft n had good jawline n a social life with no autism

I wish I had a better body.

 

[luciferiancel]

In my dreams, I'm loved and desired.

 

[wereq]

In my dreams, I'm loved and desired.

Even in my dreams I'm a failure.

 

[luciferiancel]

Even in my dreams I'm a failure.

Maybe you focus too much (or only) into negativity (which is understandable, I don't blame you). If you daydream more and ruminate about positive things and ideas instead of negative ones, your dreams might change. It's a fool's errand for an incel to delude himself into thinking good things might or could happen to him, but at least you can rest better and not be tormented even in your sleep

 

[wereq]

Maybe you focus too much (or only) into negativity (which is understandable, I don't blame you).

Yeah that is the problem. I do think about my failures a lot. Its a huge soul-crushing burden upon me. It feels unbearable to have tried and failed in everything.

 

[t3mcel]

I dream that I get heightmogged by everyone around me daily now

brutal. sorry to hear that

 

[LeFrenchCel]

It's completely over for you when the process of suffering is an eternal circle

 

[rxkrd72]

Don't cry because its ovER , Cry because it never began

 

[wereq]

Cry because it never began

That's what I do.

 

[The Death Devil]

whats your height and where are you, im in an asian country and am considered short where am at, i got a software engineering degree and now am working this entry job as an it helper. i get brutalised everyday in work by the foids in the company but for me I LOVE MONEY AND THE POWER I GET FROM IT so i endure. i found out that all i really care about after love and stacies is money and power.

MoggER.