VitaminS
For Imperishable glory of the Kingdom of Heaven...
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I will try to make this as brief as possible without going into too much detail. Physically, I am unable to have sex. I have a issue in my kegel muscle which can not be fixed. Its essentially seizure-like spasm in my kegel muscle and surrounding area. I also have POIS (Post Orgasmic Stress Syndrome), which is a rare illness in which orgasm causes severe and debilitating symptoms. I know 'POIS' may sound fake to a lot of you, probably because of the strange nature of it, but I can assure you it is real and not some psychological thing which most people assume it is. I'll drop the link to the main POIS forum down below incase it peaks some ones curiosity jfl. The main symptoms I suffer is muscle fatigue, muscle weakness, muscle twitching, migraine, headache-like feeling in my eyes, congestion, slight nausea, puffiness in the face, dry skin, emotional symptoms, brain fog, flu-like symptoms, and other insignificant ones that are most likely just effects of the main underlying symptoms. These symptoms are severe for 2-3 days before slowly declining over the period of usually a week and a half. There is very limited research on POIS, some doctors have researched it, put out reports, etc., but most research and info comes from the people. These two conditions mixed together is unbearable. Strong libido and abstinence gave me consistent nocturnal emissions ever since puberty, so I would randomly wake up with these symptoms and forced to suffer through them. To combat this, I made removing any sexual feeling a goal of mine. Through hard discipline, I was able to look at woman without emotion and solely with logic. Removing all physical beaty and sexual aspects of the modern-female... what was I left with? Mostly decadence. While men are driven by logic, females are driven purely by emotion which from an outside perspective is disgusting and frustrating to bear witness to. I do not care for females and see them as a cancer to the modern man if not regulated.
Yes, I have tried every 'cure' and seen numerous doctors for both of my conditions. Nothing has worked. You can suggest something but there is a 99% chance I have already tried it.
I live without the capacity for love. I am ashamed of my condition, it has always made me feel emasculated and less of a man.
Yes, I have tried every 'cure' and seen numerous doctors for both of my conditions. Nothing has worked. You can suggest something but there is a 99% chance I have already tried it.