SuicideFuel I am on the verge of having a mental breakdown

[RealSchizo]

The urge to jump off my balcony is insane at the current moment.

What do I fucking live for ? To struggle and get mogged everyday just to die one day unfulfilled and miserable.

Why not just rope now ? Why am I such a coward I am so worthless and yet I fucking cling to this life.

I don't know how to deal with this blackpill curse , I wish I was bluepilled and not self-conscious about bones in face , height and all of that.

It makes me so fucking suicidal. I am so empty inside I want to die.

 

[NiloSaharanWarlord]

Man it gets to me. Every day of every living moment. The way you know if you've really hit rock bottom, is if you enjoy nothing anymore. My two coping methods were games and weirdly enough was watching my football (soccer) team. Only thing i looked forward to, but as i got older i realised its all just goyslop and that it has no meaning. Now its just asking myself what do i do, how do i got out. In terms of roping, im just scared of death, even though i want to die, if that makes sense. Like i want my life to end but i dont think i can endure those minutes of physical pain that i will feel.

 

[ravisk]

I cant take it anymore. I hope dont do something that will land me in prison

 

[manlet4life]

Thats how i feel the sec i wake up