Venting I am officially a faggot

[AntiPain]

I've now reached a level where any teen movie which slightly involves white girl other guy romance or just attractive girls (white in particular) in general make me suicidal and depressed. Guess it rules out almost every single film/game.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I can't watch those types of movies either, the main reason why I avoid most western stuff is because it has a higher likelihood of making me feel bad.

 

[AntiPain]

I can't watch those types of movies either, the main reason why I avoid most western stuff is because it has a higher likelihood of making me feel bad.

No man I mean I literally watched south park and felt depressed seeing a kissing episode in their school
My childhood was nothing like this, all I can do is try to alter my past through that of others' (faking it with films etc.)
Can't even watch regular films and shows because of it

 

[Angry_runt]

What's so special about white girls? I haven't lived in any place where they weren't the majority.

 

[Deleted member 8353]

all I can do is try to alter my past through that of others' (faking it with films etc.)

Have you tried imagining your desired experience while concentrating? It makes me feel a lot better, and sometimes makes the suicidal thoughts go away.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

Same bro I find it hard to watch porn even if it's solo tbh It's beyond over

 

[AntiPain]

What's so special about white girls? I haven't lived in any place where they weren't the majority.

They look better
And also my brain is defective, might give you the explanation

Have you tried imagining your desired experience while concentrating? It makes me feel a lot better, and sometimes makes the suicidal thoughts go away.

You mean fantasizing? I do it way too much, a big percentage of my life is composed of fantasies and running away from this world

 

[Angry_runt]

Get triggered bro

 

[Deleted member 8353]

You mean fantasizing? I do it way too much, a big percentage of my life is composed of fantasies and running away from this world

That's mostly all I do tbh.

 

[AntiPain]

Get triggered bro

Very very gay of you

That's mostly all I do tbh.

You once told me you just visualize images, not build stories
I suck at visualizing but I do a lot of plot/story building in my head so much so that sometimes I get carried away to the point where I'm actively talking to myself or make voices mimicking the characters without even noticing, it comes naturally as a side effect

 

[Deleted member 8353]

You once told me you just visualize images, not build stories
I suck at visualizing but I do a lot of plot/story building in my head so much so that sometimes I get carried away to the point where I'm actively talking to myself or make voices mimicking the characters without even noticing, it comes naturally as a side effect

Yeah for me it's usually something very simple, like if I feel lonely I'll try to visualize physical closeness. I suppose I fantasize when playing certain types of video games as well, especially stuff that doesn't have much in the way of graphics and relies heavily on imagination. Although that's definitively not the same thing as imagining a story for yourself.

 

[OmniVoid]

Time to rope

 

[-BrettyBoy-]

Sad shit.

 

[jerrycan dan]

 

[Deleted member 15752]

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fucking lold

 

[Guest2]

It's pretty mad how the films were made to be relatable to a mass audience, yet couldn't seem more alien to us.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

seeing the white race in general makes me depressed because I am subhuman compared to them. not really white foids in particular. If anything, seeing a white chad

 

[HighTGymcel]

Just faggot maxx theory

 

[Michael15651]

Time to lay down and rot.

 

[Saung-Hui Cho]

Growing up, I never realized how attractive one has to be in order to be in a teen movie or tv show. I used to watch these and actually notice imperfections and think that I was somehow in the same league.

I think that’s how foids and landwhales go through real life. They notice everyone’s imperfections and it immediately gives them an ego boost, not that they need one in the first place. Landwhales and foids view life through a lens that is literally impossible for us incels to fathom.