Venting I am mentally incapable of loving myself

[Limitcel]

What will I love about myself?
My freak face?
My sick body?
My misery?
My failure in everything I've done in life?
There is absolutely nothing lovely in my life and nothing lovely in me.

 

[daydreamER]

It is hard to love yourself when no one has shown you it except for those who are obligated like your family. That said, I still spend the majority of my time in a delusional state of self superiority marked by periods of self hate and desire to fit in. I heard it is common.

 

[starystulejarz]

Only external love matters. But you can fake it through drugs and long meditation to feel happy and be one with universe without external stimuli at least temporary.

 

[wereq]

What will I love about myself?
My freak face?
My sick body?
My misery?
My failure in everything I've done in life?
There is absolutely nothing lovely in my life and nothing lovely in me.

I have all of these. I am a dysgenic gigatruecel genetic dead end who is unfit for this world.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Our value is determined by how others perceive us—if they perceive us as unlovable and unworthy, it makes sense that we will feel the same way about ourselves.

 

[DutchCel01]

Loving yourself is basically impossible if you have only gotten negative feedback in life

 

[Based NaziCel]

The paradox is that I love myself as much as the othERs hate me.Actually, the more they hate me, the more I’m confident because I don’t give an excrement about what others think about me and low iq normie monkeys hating me makes me feel extremely confident and based.

 

[TheRotKing]

The paradox is that I love myself as much as the othERs hate me.Actually, the more they hate me, the more I’m confident because I don’t give an excrement about what others think about me and low iq normie monkeys hating me makes me feel extremely confident and based.

feeding off of hate like a sith

 

[Based NaziCel]

feeding off of hate like a sith

What do you mean???

 

[TheRotKing]

What do you mean???

you said you feel better about yourself themore other people hate you no?
like the hate is making you feel better or whatever

 

[Limitcel]

The paradox is that I love myself as much as the othERs hate me.Actually, the more they hate me, the more I’m confident because I don’t give an excrement about what others think about me and low iq normie monkeys hating me makes me feel extremely confident and based.

Nobody cares about you really