I don't know whether it is the rotting, bullying, neglect or all of these combined. I am a complete unfunctional autist who cannot do basic tasks such as shoes tying. I am not eligible to work any job either because I lack any experience in life. I am completely LOST in this life I feel like suicide is the only escape from this suffering. My brain has been ruined and there is no going back , maybe I have to try getting on meds, but I am a massive locationcel when it comes to that (Eastern Europe) since no one here believes in the importance of mental health. I'd rather not feel anything over getting lost in my mind all the time and stressing over every minor thing in this life.
I’m sorry man. I have the same experience
