Giracel
destroyed on the trail
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This is such a complex topic I don't even know how to break it down succinctly. It's like you need my entire life story to fully grasp the utter turmoil that is going on right now.
My parents met at this certain religious sectarian institute (brand of american christianity). I was brought up among the doctrines they learned there, but some years ago, when I was in HS, my mom began to become "enlightened" and realized many of those things were false. She may well have been right. Although, the alternative seems no better. Because ever since that time, she is always at my dad's throat about it, telling him it is all false, while she is a "true christian" … which as far as I can tell essentially means living in a permanently contrite mind-frame of constant repentance.
Now I have gotten back after finishing college, for a month now, and I have stepped right back into this maelstrom. What makes this point unique though, is that people connected to the sect have been dying suddenly or undergoing legal calamities. She sees this as vindication and that judgement is coming.
Personally, I don't care about the doctrinal qualms. If the cult burns, let it. None of it has ever benefitted me. None of it cares about the basic functionality of providing me with a wife. It's all power play, malicious motives, madness. I am within this as teenagers begin glorious summers of travels and sexhaving. But nothing ever changes here.
My parents met at this certain religious sectarian institute (brand of american christianity). I was brought up among the doctrines they learned there, but some years ago, when I was in HS, my mom began to become "enlightened" and realized many of those things were false. She may well have been right. Although, the alternative seems no better. Because ever since that time, she is always at my dad's throat about it, telling him it is all false, while she is a "true christian" … which as far as I can tell essentially means living in a permanently contrite mind-frame of constant repentance.
Now I have gotten back after finishing college, for a month now, and I have stepped right back into this maelstrom. What makes this point unique though, is that people connected to the sect have been dying suddenly or undergoing legal calamities. She sees this as vindication and that judgement is coming.
Personally, I don't care about the doctrinal qualms. If the cult burns, let it. None of it has ever benefitted me. None of it cares about the basic functionality of providing me with a wife. It's all power play, malicious motives, madness. I am within this as teenagers begin glorious summers of travels and sexhaving. But nothing ever changes here.





