Venting I am having an anxiety attack rn

[guessthatsit]

Its a major festival in my country called Diwali where everybody lights firecrackers to celebrate. Every acquaintance or friend I had in the past is posting pictures of them hanging out with their friends and gfs while I am here rotting on my bed as a complete loser. The realisation that my prime years will be over soon and I have not achieved anything in life or made any valuable friendships will always haunt me. I feel extra lonely today due to seeing others enjoy life to the fullest and having to confront this brutal reality again. Whatever. Idk. I guess I'll go back to doing pushups again.

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[Grodd]

Every acquaintance or friend I had in the past is posting pictures of them hanging out with their friends and gfs

Block all of them

 

[H8mychudlife]

Just be ghandi bro

 

[Runt171]

brutal

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Average Pajeet festival saar

 

[Suicide Sheep]

Accepting that it never began is the first step to calming down. Everyone here has also lost their "prime years" and we didn't die because of that. There are other ways to find different types of happiness in life, but you should calm down first if you are really having an anxiety attack.

 

[I_like_pizza]

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how do you even achieve 1,400,000 post

 

[Animecel2D]

how do you even achieve 1,400,000 post

 

[guessthatsit]

Accepting that it never began is the first step to calming down. Everyone here has also lost their "prime years" and we didn't die because of that. There are other ways to find different types of happiness in life, but you should calm down first if you are really having an anxiety attack.

The day I fully accept that's it's over is the day I rope.

I cried a for bit and now I feel better.

 

[guessthatsit]

Block all of them

In the age of social media its not a very wise decision because I have done that once and I regret doing cus your followers go down and if you have very less followers the new people you meet will automatically label you as a loser.
Follower count halo is very real.

 

[guessthatsit]

Unfortunately I only use Instagram and there I have 40 followers most of which are just random people I followed to boost my follower count. Every normies these days has like 100+ followers . No wonder why people have become so arrogant and narcissistic.

 

[Leon98]

Idk. I guess I'll go back to doing pushups again.

 

[Suicide Sheep]

The day I fully accept that's it's over is the day I rope.

I cried a for bit and now I feel better.

You still hope to find love in your prime years? That's interesting, but don't rope if you fail, you will probably suffer even more if you do.

 

[guessthatsit]

You still hope to find love in your prime years? That's interesting, but don't rope if you fail, you will probably suffer even more if you do.

No, ofcourse not. I have hope in my life. Hope that one day I will get to witness collapse of society in real time. That's why I don't think it's over yet. Normies getting killed during a nuclear war is prime lifefuel to me.