It's Over I am cursed

[Eshkerist]

All my life some kind of curse has been hanging over me. Literally every girl I met hated me with all her heart. I don't understand at all why they treat me like that. Don't get me wrong, I take great care of myself. I've been getting my hair done, and I don't think I'm even that short. (175 centimeters)
My two online friends speak highly of me. I'm a diligent man with a very soft heart. I've been a pacifist my whole life and have never even fought anyone, as I've always been the only one being hit.
But now I have literally nothing, women hate me, I work at a shitty job and only dream of moving from Belarus to Canada. I feel like I'm truly cursed by something, like I'm forever doomed to fail. I don't understand what I did to deserve this.
I don't need much, I'd like at least for women to pay attention to me, but that's not happening. Perhaps, as I wrote earlier, it's because of my face.

 

[aryanmikmaq]

1 your haircut doesn’t matter
2 being a pacifist is cucked
3 why the fuck would you want to move to Canada

 

[Eshkerist]

1 your haircut doesn’t matter
2 being a pacifist is cucked
3 why the fuck would you want to move to Canada

Why am i wanna move to Canada? Because Belarus is shitty country like other post Soviet counties

 

[aryanmikmaq]

Why am i wanna move to Canada? Because Belarus is shitty country like other post Soviet counties

So you wanna live with a bunch of pajeets?

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I'm a diligent man with a very soft heart

I am sorry, but something you need to realize sooner or later is that having a SOUL does not matter. It should, but it does not. Women do not care about SOUL, they have no use for it. They only care about flesh and bone.

 

[Eshkerist]

What do you mean?

 

[Todd’s Pay Pig]

Yes.

It’s because you’re ugly/unattractive ie you have poor facial bones.

Welcome to the club brother.

Women likely hate us for the evolutionary reason of wanting to keep their eggs safe from inferior genes,

That explains why older damn near grandmother post menopausal women typically treat us well and with compassion ie because they have no eggs to protect etc, etc.

This is all subconscious behavior on their part though in both cases.

Anyway just understand women don’t give a shit about personaliteehee at all nor do they care about muscles ie gym maxxing won’t save you either.

You could beta bux to get a woman and career max or SEA Max by moving to Thailand but just understand you’d have a gold digger and or a desperate green card seeker and not true love so you’d have to decide whether having a woman by your side was worth that trade off.