copecel2
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It's literally impossible for me to make any connections, and when I mean connections, I'm talking about genuine friendships. I'm going to bars, I go to gym, nothing happens. Absolutely nothing. Yeah, I know that in order to make some sort of connection you have to start with some small talk bullshit, but I hate it. I like to talk about philosophy, science and things that go on a deep level.
Being foreigner in US is like living as an amputated mutant on the downtown streets. People ignoring you, making fun of you, shitting on you literally. I have a thick accent that makes me go crazy whenever someone asks me where I'm from. Like it's almost 6 years since I am in the States and I get angry and offensive when someone does that. It's fucking tiring and nobody seems to understand that.
As speaking on women, it's already over. I can do better on writing than talking, and my talking improved significantly when in college. But my main strength is texting. It's easy to do it. But with women it's quite hard to interact if I show my face, I like to make conversations and ask questions that can develop into a serious conversation. And women ignore me, they block me on Snapchat, insta or whatever platform when I show them my true face. I am not even insulting them, I'm just trying to know them asking them how they are, what are their hobbies, things like that. But I'm fucked up.
In bars, no luck. I went to 2 speed datings, life facefucked me again. Living in America is fucking depressing and it's no wonder why most men are commiting suicide.
Being foreigner in US is like living as an amputated mutant on the downtown streets. People ignoring you, making fun of you, shitting on you literally. I have a thick accent that makes me go crazy whenever someone asks me where I'm from. Like it's almost 6 years since I am in the States and I get angry and offensive when someone does that. It's fucking tiring and nobody seems to understand that.
As speaking on women, it's already over. I can do better on writing than talking, and my talking improved significantly when in college. But my main strength is texting. It's easy to do it. But with women it's quite hard to interact if I show my face, I like to make conversations and ask questions that can develop into a serious conversation. And women ignore me, they block me on Snapchat, insta or whatever platform when I show them my true face. I am not even insulting them, I'm just trying to know them asking them how they are, what are their hobbies, things like that. But I'm fucked up.
In bars, no luck. I went to 2 speed datings, life facefucked me again. Living in America is fucking depressing and it's no wonder why most men are commiting suicide.