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Chad always wins
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- Oct 26, 2018
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The whole time I was calling other users braindamaged, low IQ, retarded, stupid and many other things.
I thought that I knew it all, that I knew how the world works, that I have perfect logic and that I'm always right.
But I had an epiphany today.
Not they are braindamaged ...
I am.
32 years of loneliness, depression, despair, envy, hate, sadness.
32 years of being an unloved outcast who had no sense of belonging or sense of self worth.
There is no way that I haven't suffered braindamage from that.
There is no way that my brain can be healthy and have rational thoughts or thoughts that are in line with reality.
I cannot trust my brain anymore.
It might all make perfect sense in my head, but my head is only an echo chamber of my own thoughts that noone else has set foot in in the past 30 years.
It cannot be trusted.
And look where my oh so smart brain got me: Nowhere. I'm friendless, joyless, sexless, forever alone, desperate.
My brain is not in line with reality anymore. It can't be.
This is the ultimate blackpill, the FINAL blackpill:
Realizing that all these years of being a blackpilled incel shaped me into something that is out of touch with reality, something that cannot be trusted, something that has been destroyed by years of loneliness and inceldom.
I apologize to everyone that I called stupid in the past.
I'm already looking forward to the "Dnr" and "yes you are" comments. In the past, I would've flamed these users for low effort and called them idiots, but I know better now, not they're the idiots ... I am the idiot for expecting random strangers on the internet to give a shit about my essay ... I really feel enlightened.
I thought that I knew it all, that I knew how the world works, that I have perfect logic and that I'm always right.
But I had an epiphany today.
Not they are braindamaged ...
I am.
32 years of loneliness, depression, despair, envy, hate, sadness.
32 years of being an unloved outcast who had no sense of belonging or sense of self worth.
There is no way that I haven't suffered braindamage from that.
There is no way that my brain can be healthy and have rational thoughts or thoughts that are in line with reality.
I cannot trust my brain anymore.
It might all make perfect sense in my head, but my head is only an echo chamber of my own thoughts that noone else has set foot in in the past 30 years.
It cannot be trusted.
And look where my oh so smart brain got me: Nowhere. I'm friendless, joyless, sexless, forever alone, desperate.
My brain is not in line with reality anymore. It can't be.
This is the ultimate blackpill, the FINAL blackpill:
Realizing that all these years of being a blackpilled incel shaped me into something that is out of touch with reality, something that cannot be trusted, something that has been destroyed by years of loneliness and inceldom.
I apologize to everyone that I called stupid in the past.
I'm already looking forward to the "Dnr" and "yes you are" comments. In the past, I would've flamed these users for low effort and called them idiots, but I know better now, not they're the idiots ... I am the idiot for expecting random strangers on the internet to give a shit about my essay ... I really feel enlightened.