Venting Suicidal thoughs constantly, anyone else?

[Mr.Breb]

My mind is constantly thinking about roping, if i had the knowledge that there is an after life somewhere else i would have already killed myself.

My only hope is the future, we re in the science age, you never know which new looks surgery might come up

But all the time is suffering, constant FOMO, depression, missed teenage years, missed youth years, loneliness, sexually starving. The only thing my brain wants is to end the pain

 

[DJmaxxingMusicCel]

Begin gaming or do other surrogate activities.

 

[Paladin]

same but it's not even really because I'm an incel but just that I just believe it would be easier to not exist - I don't wanna do anything

 

[Mr.Breb]

Begin gaming or do other surrogate activities.

thanks for your advice
unfortunately im bad as fuck at gaming. However i do other activities like coding and studying physics. Still nothing from it is enough cope

 

[Giracel]

Used to, not anymore because I understood my work here is not finished

 

[Mr.Breb]

Used to, not anymore because I understood my work here is not finished

what do you mean with that?

 

[tired as fuck]

Used to, not anymore because I understood my work here is not finished

badass

 

[tired as fuck]

However i do other activities like coding and studying physics.

whaaaaaat? That's why you on no pussy. Have you tried showering or going to the gym?


seriously though, those should keep you pretty busy already no? Try studying mathematics if not

 

[Giracel]

badass

It wasn't some cathartic moment of enlightenment, but yeah

 

[Giracel]

what do you mean with that?

Studymaxxing and more importantly developing theory