People get on my nerves so much. I swear to god, there's not a single positive emotion left in me. I can't even pretend kindness and compassion anymore. My face has taken on a gloomy aura, like i‘m possessed by a demon. You can clearly see the hate and death in my eyes, like if you are looking into the eyes of a demon. My skin color was reddish as a child and has turned into a sickly grey, as if no blood would flow in my veins. I am literally angry 24/7 and on the urge of insanity. Every time i see a human on the street or anywhere, i get in rage and have to control myself to not punch them in the fucking face. I start cursing out loud and sometimes kicking at random things, like cars or dustbins when i go for a walk outside, because i can’t control my anger.
