1. I feel like she’ll be utterly disgusted by my lack of experience and I wouldn’t be able to lie about it, which would destroy any possibility of us being a couple. I don’t even wanna lie, I want her to be okay with me being inexperienced.
2. My looks alone would make it impossible for her to enjoy sex
3. My dick size would never bring pleasure to a woman and I’d really like to enjoy mutual pleasure with a woman with PiV, I don’t wanna have to rely on foreplay alone to get her off (not like I hate the idea of oral sex and fingering but I also want her to enjoy my dick and cum from it)
4. I have jacked off too much and fear ED and not feeling anything due to jacking off and the sensation of my hand being not as tight as a vagina, nor having the same feeling as one
5. I am circumcised, like most American men, which makes me fear that I won’t feel anything if I have sex (I cannot jack off without lube or lotion)
Also a lot of my romantic fantasies have become mainly ones of tender, loving and passionate sex, more than just cuddling and dating (tho I badly want those too).
I wanna die
2. My looks alone would make it impossible for her to enjoy sex
3. My dick size would never bring pleasure to a woman and I’d really like to enjoy mutual pleasure with a woman with PiV, I don’t wanna have to rely on foreplay alone to get her off (not like I hate the idea of oral sex and fingering but I also want her to enjoy my dick and cum from it)
4. I have jacked off too much and fear ED and not feeling anything due to jacking off and the sensation of my hand being not as tight as a vagina, nor having the same feeling as one
5. I am circumcised, like most American men, which makes me fear that I won’t feel anything if I have sex (I cannot jack off without lube or lotion)
Also a lot of my romantic fantasies have become mainly ones of tender, loving and passionate sex, more than just cuddling and dating (tho I badly want those too).
I wanna die
