Serious How to regain motivation and repair self-esteem post blackpill?

[FastBlast]

Being an incel loser has taken a toll on my mental health. I am glad that I found the blackpill, but at the same time I must admit that it destroyed my self-esteem and motivation. I miss the days where I coped with redpill bullshit and thinking that I could become a rich chad through hard work and self improvement. It kept me motivated and gave me a reason to keep going, even if it was delusional thinking. Nowadays I can't help but feel inferior to normies and that also bothers me. If I continue down this path then there is no way I will still be alive 10 years from now

I am not saying I want to untake the blackpill. That is actually impossible in my opinion. I just want to know if there is anything that I can do to regain the motivation and self-esteem that I lost many years ago. I really hate to use this phrase, but for a lack of a better one, can a change in my mindset help me do it? (holy fuck was that painful to type lol) Please share your thoughts and advice.

 

[Grodd]

You can't

 

[Castaway]

Ask the folks on Elysian Fields

 

[Animecel2D]

take whitepill

 

[Violet loner]

Idk. Maybe you can cope with something?

 

[weaselbomber]

take whitepill

this

 

[FastBlast]

I will give a partial answer to my own question. There is one thing that does a lot to keep me motivated these days, and that's escortmaxxing. The fact that you can throw a whore some shekels and gain immediate access to sex with her is giga lifefuel. You can go from meeting a foid for the first time to sticking your dick in her mouth in a matter of minutes. Furthermore, it's also possible to fuck stacys way out of your league when you escortmaxx, foids that even normies don't get a chance with. That is almost enough motivation for me to keep wageslaving and saving shekels

Almost enough. It is not without downsides. Escortmaxxing is expensive, risky, and can be straight up dangerous at times. Also I know some of you crave an emotional connection and genuine desire more than physical sex, so escorts don't appeal to you at all

 

[autistic.goblin]

Ask the folks on Elysian Fields

They cope

 

[boneless goblin]

you can't.
nigga rotting and coping is your best bet, never go down the motivational path again.

Motivation is useless and full of lies, why do u wanna be lied to.

Just enjoy the things you enjoy and sleep.

 

[autistic.goblin]

take whitepill

Whitepill is essentially the same as bluepill, just swallowing it after having swallowed the blackpill

 

[boneless goblin]

I will give a partial answer to my own question. There is one thing that does a lot to keep me motivated these days, and that's escortmaxxing. The fact that you can throw a whore some shekels and gain immediate access to sex with her is giga lifefuel. You can go from meeting a foid for the first time to sticking your dick in her mouth in a matter of minutes. Furthermore, it's also possible to fuck stacys way out of your league when you escortmaxx, foids that even normies don't get a chance with. That is almost enough motivation for me to keep wageslaving and saving shekels

Almost enough. It is not without downsides. Escortmaxxing is expensive, risky, and can be straight up dangerous at times. Also I know some of you crave an emotional connection and genuine desire more than physical sex, so escorts don't appeal to you at all

im glad you have this option and would surely enjoy it.
work harder boyo

 

[autistic.goblin]

The only thing you can do is trying to ascend as hard as you can or coping (whitepill)

 

[Shay Patrick Cormac]

Start playing with toys like me bruvh since you are already a loser give the middle finger to what soyciety expects

 

[leviathan9999]

Being an incel loser has taken a toll on my mental health. I am glad that I found the blackpill, but at the same time I must admit that it destroyed my self-esteem and motivation. I miss the days where I coped with redpill bullshit and thinking that I could become a rich chad through hard work and self improvement. It kept me motivated and gave me a reason to keep going, even if it was delusional thinking. Nowadays I can't help but feel inferior to normies and that also bothers me. If I continue down this path then there is no way I will still be alive 10 years from now

I am not saying I want to untake the blackpill. That is actually impossible in my opinion. I just want to know if there is anything that I can do to regain the motivation and self-esteem that I lost many years ago. I really hate to use this phrase, but for a lack of a better one, can a change in my mindset help me do it? (holy fuck was that painful to type lol) Please share your thoughts and advice.

quit the internet

 

[FastBlast]

Start playing with toys like me bruvh since you are already a loser give the middle finger to what soyciety expects

What kind of toys are you talking about? Ngl I used to be super into RC cars and helicopters as a kid. I might consider picking that up again as a non-digital cope. My eyes hurt from staring at a screen 6+ hours a day

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Just do whatever, knowing that the rope is pretty much guaranteed for a sub5 incel

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

quit the internet

That won't help
The blackpill is not an internet invention but rather reality itself if anything, the internet is what numbs you to such reality

 

[silently_said]

Ask the folks on Elysian Fields

@Tabula Rasa

 

[chalk son]

crave an emotional connection and genuine desire more than physical sex, so escorts don't appeal to you at all

i think it’s been this all along but i also feel emotionally unmotivated to pursue a thing as impossible as this and rigged to stay challenged as something better left not to defeat myself with for the long run

 

[X.9]

Impossible, once you take the blackpill there is no going back

 

[Butane]

Learn how to do miracles like the Saints

 

[Butane]

Learn how to do miracles like the Saints

I have a very rough underline of how they achieved it, their commitment to self mastery is insane

 

[SickWeakCoward]

There's only one salvation:

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

take whitepill

 

[FastBlast]

There's only one salvation:

I hate to admit it but that could be the final answer to my suffering. The problem is that I'm too much of a coward to do it. Roping at this point in life is unthinkable for me. Perhaps I will finally grow some balls and pull the plug once my parents pass away and I have no one to live for. In conclusion, cope until it's time to rope